Campeche: The
Southpaw Legion
Campeachy Bay,
1675
I.
And in this state of matter, flavoured
by Neptune’s mild
growl, reefs drenched with ruinous flecks
of sun, you have your yarns -
shaggily local legends, told always to chill,
thrill and dissuade
your children - all the proof that’s left,
soundings of our
villainous latitude, to declare we, too, were here once;
and so there we be,
on your map’s unopened rim, sharing
a squall’s dread
meridian with rum and sea salt. Hark, that most
unsplendid isolation,
our horde - tattooed in mutual and chosen exile,
always a little further
upriver, reeking of copper dust! But there
be no dragons here,
not under the whitecaps’ boiling inroad
to the bay, where breakers
churn with bilge and scantling bones,
in this, our purgatory
of marlin and sandbar, broken yardarms,
snapped hulls,
bronze carronade, anchors clad in cassocks of algae,
to be trawled and robbed
by deep-sea divers, while the manta ray
leaps like a finned
cannonball, and sharks prowl in a hooked ring.
Don’t gust
the smoke of lamentation over us. We were
never the ghosts
of campfire tales, sailing the uncharted brine
like Fate’s dismal toys
for we lack the vigour of
the storms that quell us.
II.
What you might
imagine in the sarcoma
of your dreams,
we unearthed daily in
our time
before the mast:
how we broke loose of
plantations, ducking
and diving
through razor-cut
hedgerows, gnarls of sugar cane
swaying in time
to the tide, the
ragged thanksgiving we each
bellowed
to our personal gods,
our ankle fetters rattling,
unharvested,
unthreshed, and
drowning out the hunting dogs’
rabid yowl that echoed
after us in a bid for
the coast, how we gutted boar
and crouched low on the crag,
how we savoured brine
dregs in our rum,
how smoke
from our fires
enticed galleons to a reef’s spiked
bearing after dark;
how the savannah, razed by scrub trees and albacore
broiled in saltwater with pork,
flesh sliced from a bullock we shot, flooded our
tongues with the sizzling scent
of a barbecue, ribs dripping ripe in their juices,
how a creek’s scud heard
mosquitos murmur their leeching intent, its roiling
maw saw our piraguas
becalmed along the banks, how we abided hurricanes
and the acid extent,
broadsides of rain strafing our water’s edge to mud,
the season shrouding us
in its headlong and pearly calm, and all by
a crocodile’s subtle approach.
III.
Civilisation’s
shag-haired dregs, we were,
the killers of history,
swamped by monsoons and tangled from the
mangrove,
brandishing flintlocks, a good day’s labour
got in,
rusty tools gripped crudely to hand, salvaged here
on this foaming gulf coast,
past the onset and eruption of rollers. We woke
to the clink of chain
off stone before sunrise, rusty tonnage of shackles
from ankle to neck.
Mangroves whispered in bristly refrain, low
as the sea we’d turned
our backs on, that could not follow us beyond
the shallows.
A conch grumbled, slow octave roving to harbours
natural and man-hewed,
harbours with little to offer but history. Our
sunburnt heels
dug into sand as we sloshed out to the tidewater’s seethe.
Be ready for the bite
of an axe, squint past the white blast of providence,
salt-tang, stinging cuts
on chafed knuckles seasoned to windward, gummy rags
of kelp
littering the glazed reef like palmeto leaves
left out to dry.
Our fortune came not from plundered moidores,
but from felling
the very trees that kept us hidden, sheltered;
those commissioned
to hunt us trawled the low-hanging shadows, heard only
silence.
We searched for logwood, further on upriver, cut them
where they stood.
Not a single hatchet-blows as wasted; cormorants
ceased their song
as we went ant our work, stacking timber in a freshly-cut pile,
knee-deep in the churning tide.
Our muscles burned from debarking such pungent,
loose-limbed trees,
minarets filed by the wind, and all ripe for toppling,
lacquer of sweat
on our shelled backs.
IV.
These shores are our chosen limbo, beyond
the trades’ reach
and whim of waves. From this humid temple of foliage,
scraping the river,
we carve open the hollow belly, cut and haul
the first of our lumber,
clear a path down to the strand, lay our plunder
to rust in a cemetery
of sand. A carrion crow’s song is lovely to its own ears
only; even the monkeys
pause, listen to its scraped melody. We lived as men
had once lived before there ever
was such a thing as civilisation; before ships,
before stockade, settlement and fire-power, before
the Old World inked
margins of coast and fruitful coves caged by a retinue
of cliffs,
before mosquitoes swarmed through black leaves,
before a slave’s blood
warmly slicked the ledgers, scars criss-crossing
from a taskmaster’s lash,
before cumulus equatorial light crowned isles of ascension,
volcanic sea-mountains
whispered about in frenzied sailor’s yarns, gilded
with a shoal unsounded by shanties.
See instead how deeply we’ve foraged inland
shuffling between tangle
and undergrowth, our firebrands ignited at the scrape of flint,
trudging down sun-browned
jungle paths where bloodwood spices the air,
scuttling all laws,
making a boon of exile. How unmapped, how noble is the isolation?
We have no more tears
to waste on home, though salt may flavourour eyes as cloudless heat leaves us dazed, blind halation
readying our fangs to flint,
the coral’s delicious wink fluorescing signals
that there
is no burden like the bluewood cargo we haul.
V.
And always back to the waves and what they bring.Our brows coil in scansion,
self-chosen sentries of these shores. Between oceanic headwind
and antipodal calm,
azimuths force a rover’s hand. Through a spyglass,
a barely-seaworthy, mollusc-riddled barque, flyblown
her gunports salted by white geysers of surf,
All hands braced
Worms nibble her membranes,
Every vessel
of the empire for their mandated loot. All we’ll recall
chain for flesh, and the distance of heaven measured
Out in this trackless bay, we are the last uncontacted,
without nation, without law: recall us if you must,
Whisperings
(Montparnasse Cemetery)
And here's the pewter gates, deep and wide
to my footsteps’ touristic curiosity,
glances stolen downward as I stroll
among statues, kiss-smeared
tombstones of Montparnasse,
Weathered marble and granite chiselled
into Grecian symmetrics, the oddly
irregular blink of August sunshine,
engravings damply
overcast as the acid sky -
The clouds’ fine sobbing, shadows stored
'til at last I round a noticeable corner
and am face to
face with a family plot: his.
I decide against snapping a photo, captioning it
with a line from his Salon criticism.
The names of his mother and stepfather (whose
death he was heard to bellowingly welcome
during a riot) are engraved above his, stark
as a reminder. Wind hustles coolly against all three,
sweeps the
lettering's deep-cut intricacy clear.
He and graveyards go hand in hand together.
There is an evergreen conifer pumping acid
into dry
soil, where he lies cradled by eternity.
At the necropolis’ southern entrance, facing
the old gristmill, there is the hulking, sandstone
mausoleum of Le Congregation De La Mission,
flanked by smaller graves and with a statue
of St Vincent de Paul, brandishing his crucifix
like a primed gun, free
hand raised in stern blessing,
a red-eyed Messiah thorning redemptive blood loss
through his tears with a menace redolent
of Baudelaire. The crypt is built to resemble a door
lined with plaques, the Latin inscription
at its weathered core: Opera illorum sequntu illos
(Their works follow them). Beckett and De Beauvoir,
Sontag and Sartre share this place as their anchorage
o eternal sleep, under seasonal whisperings
of pagoda and lime tree. To that Latin hauteur,
that profound simplicity, I genuflect before
the bicentennial altar, strewn with charred bones,
suffused with decayed perfume,
his written gift.
‘Gabi kissed me on
Memorial Road’
Gabi kissed me on Memorial Road
without warning. As if she was tendering
a cure. Eyes half-shut, her lips rode
softly over mine, the atonal seethe of night-
time traffic stood in for a serenade. I was
lifted into electrified air, her gentle bite
lingering, her tongue fiery and lashing away
the wariness that fluttered like a caged bat
in my chest for most of that day.
The rush-hour crowd mingled with itself
and I thought to myself, robbed of breath
and lost for balance: this is enough.
To be lodged in someone’s arms again, to grip
their palm’s mellow heat, is enough.
The urge to look away whenever her eyes
held me no longer pulsed in my gut;
all day I’d babbled inanely to her, now
we could savour my mouth falling shut.
We trekked the northside quays as if in a lost city,
the dusk ours to covet. I’d’ve walked with her
anywhere; I wasn’t there for the view, only.
There’s nothing between now and when I saw
her last; mass death has put the world on pause.
Still I hope to see her, tender her fiery cure.
Daniel Wade is a writer from Dublin. He is the author
of the poetry collections Iceberg Relief (2017) and Rapids (2021) and the
historical fiction novel A Land Without Wolves (2021).
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