The Distance We Inherit
Inflicted
with the shyness of my father,
I
slipped into a life of still ennui,
staying
unexposed, I didn't bother
to
gather friends, that ilk was not for me.
I
wonder how my father found a wife–
perhaps
my mother trapped him like a spider.
To
this day I've never seen her laugh
or
excavate the ache that's deep inside her
that
came the more with every child born.
She
was the very best of moms, I know that–
bellies
full, and clothes were never torn.
She'd
sit upon the porch and watch the sunset,
waiting
for my father to come home,
then turning down the bed to sleep alone.
Ovarian
My
mother's voice– it rasps, crackles like
the
leaves she burned in piles on the curb,
though
that's illegal now, but getting sick
from
cancer's not, each word a painful barb.
Our
phone call isn't long, she will not last
the
year, it's August, trees will soon turn brown.
She
stopped the chemo, probably for the best,
since
poison in the veins just tears one down
like
flooding did her house some four years past
when
waters broke the levy of her town
and
gutted every room, her lawn was lost
to
mud and fungus– all her zinnias drowned
as
she does now. The leaves will still fall
down
when she is dead; I'll burn them on the ground.
Orchid
You've heard of
it, that it has ponytails,
or jowls,
depending on the angle viewed,
variety, or your
particular mood.
If you've ever
pinned one on a girl
or seen it in a
painting in her curls
or covering
breasts of supple Ruben nudes,
it doesn't strike
the mind and never could--
its life too
brief, so buy your love a pearl
or many in a loop
around her neck
silken like the
bloom, a husband would
pay highest price
if skin would stay that way
without her
growing freckles, powdered cracks
that wane his
lust, he dares not say a word
and dreams of younger orchids far away.
Gerber Daisies
How dare you go
and change your hues like that--
don't play that
rainbow game with us and just
smile agape,
fanged dolls that sit
in guise of pastel
angels knowing you must
feed on bleached
grubs, become more toxic
to our addictive
eyes that burn and don't
accept your tints'
intensities. Your caustic
flesh orange and
teal emits no scent--
beauty should
require that, maybe a sniff
arousing kinder
thoughts. Your papa sun
will find your
crib and burn you while you laugh
your last,
smugness snuffed; then you will run
vampiric
underground to build your power
and rise again to pose a different flower.
Uncage
He is scarred from
sharpened things
that slowly
occupied his life--
his wife who grabs
a kitchen knife
and says that if
he cheats, she stings.
First she'll cut
his wandering wings
and then the fig
beneath his leaf.
While his boss
sleeps with his wife
ungrateful
offspring pull his strings.
This man's
defeated on all sides
but knows his
heart is for another
bird beneath his
crack of sky--
a sky he watches
every night,
examining the
stars for other
clipped wings that
learned to fly.
Marc Darnell is an online tutor and lead custodian in Omaha NE. He received his MFA from the University of Iowa, and has published poems in The Lyric, Rue Scribe, Verse, Skidrow Penthouse, Shot Glass Journal, The HyperTexts, Candelabrum, The Road Not Taken, Aries, Ship of Fools, Open Minds Quarterly, The Fib Review, Verse-Virtual, Blue Unicorn, Ragazine, The Literary Nest, The Pangolin Review, and elsewhere. His latest book is Forecast: Increasing Visibility from Kelsay Books. He has 3 times been awarded the Academy of American Poets prize.





