Secret Springs
A home away from home. But does one need
such a thing? Such are the questions
posed by each arriving billionaire:
can you provide a luxury or novelty
I don’t already have? A recipe
unknown to my cooks? And if you do
won’t I resent you, go home, obtain it,
disparage you and never come again?
Do I need the company of
my peers, given that the concept
is problematic? – And the management
and staff (who are all, after all, employees),
give proper non-answers;
the season is their jeu, their tightrope. Meanwhile
guests, mingling like proles in the lobby,
check out old and new wives, arm candy, boys,
have already checked out cars and planes,
will hear (already knew)
about houses. Kiss air, hug manlily,
act wig-and-snuffbox or prole according
to taste. Someone bumps
a cut out of whatever marionette
will flatter them that evening; they don’t
discuss him, only drinks. The Springs
is somewhere in the northern hemisphere;
which country doesn’t matter much,
Over its door would be, if such things were:
Each man is a fraction, divided by others;
only the rich are whole.
LA
A nondescript face, the sort with nothing to hide,
keeps turning away from the camera.
Of course it’s looking at ashes,
its own, in a street, a horizon of ashes,
but the reporter senses something else
and gently asks, “What are you thinking now?”
“I’m thinking of some lines by Bertolt Brecht:
‘Of these cities will remain
only the wind that blew through them.’”
It isn’t the usual tears or stoicism;
the reporter feels dismayed yet oddly pleased.
Last Class
The medium through which they
communicated with him at the end was,
mysteriously, their normal silence.
He cursed their illiteracy and ignorance.
But they knew about insulting, hard-sell
ads and heard this as a plea to read
his crap. He managed to convince them
this wasn’t so, that he genuinely
believed in some collective ideal
or other. Which exhausted the last
of their patience; he no longer even annoyed them.
The hour ended; they filed out.
Instas were already abroad.
He looked around the room, managed to see it
as an icon. The silence remained loud.
The idiom of prayer was barred to him;
addressing nothing, he thought, one should do so
elegantly. Please let me know,
in secular terms, all the determinants
of my actions, what I should have done
and why I couldn’t. Then I will either
defiantly retain myself or let it go.
The Arranger
I was asked to organize a party.
I forget if it was for a birthday.
Would prefer to think not – my guilt
seems less, somehow, if more than one
were traumatized. Setting out sweets
was easy – my own tastes
are essentially infantile, though I probably should have gone
with Twinkies rather than île flottante.
Likewise the drinks and cold cuts. And
games – though I like the one
where you tell without hesitation the whole truth;
I guess some games, like truth, are premature.
And I should have sought advice about the music,
though it’s gratifying that Mozart can bring tears.
In my defence, I tried to demur, said
I couldn’t organize a sleepy kindergarten.
Was misunderstood; “They won’t be sleepy!”
laughed someone and slapped me on the back.
Now a parent yelled in my face: “What could you organize?”
And my guilt (or shame? I’m never sure) was
so great that I said, “A morgue, probably.”
But a strange thing happened. The kid was standing
right there, and grew, and became
the irate parent; the parent became a balloon and I
a clown. Animosity dwindled
throughout the neighbourhood and in most cases
I and my crime were forgotten.
Yet I dream sometimes of being again
an impresario of parties, perhaps in settlements
of the future, or on Musk’s Mars colony
(they’ll need one), or festively floating
on LHS 1140b,
which is believed to be a water world.
Wind. An Owl
A wish to write radio plays!
The appeal of a genre deader
than tableaux vivants or the theatre of Racine!
Spontaneously inventing
rationales: that the 24/7
invasion of all our senses (someone is even
trying smellovision again!) helped prepare
the return of fascism,
which radio (remember the Morse-code V
broadcast to Nazi Europe,
remember Norman Corwin) fought …
That note could even appear
in the play, distant, scholarly, scratchy,
one alienation-effect
among others. Otherwise: silences.
Voices from
the shadows. And what do they say?
No idea. (Only poetry
can say anything now, whether it does
or not.) I’m more interested
in sounds: a fridge
being opened, a can, a keyboard clicking …
How would these need to be altered,
how long would they have to go on,
before you sensed some evil?
Frederick Pollack - Author of two book-length narrative poems: THE ADVENTURE and HAPPINESS (both Story Line Press; the former reissued 2022 by Red Hen Press), and four collections of shorter poems: A POVERTY OF WORDS, (Prolific Press, 2015), LANDSCAPE WITH MUTANT (Smokestack Books, UK, 2018), THE BEAUTIFUL LOSSES (Better Than Starbucks Books, 2023), and THE LIBERATOR (Survision Books, December 2024).
Pollack's work has been published in Poetry Salzburg Review, The Fish Anthology (Ireland), Magma (UK), Bateau, Fulcrum, Chiron Review, Chicago Quarterly Review, etc. Online, poems have appeared in Big Bridge, Hamilton Stone Review, BlazeVox, The New Hampshire Review, Mudlark, Rat’s Ass Review, Faircloth Review, Triggerfish, Lothlorien Poetry Journal (2022, '23, '24), etc.
Website: www.frederickpollack.com
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