Come, Come
Come, come, this is no way to be,
all scrunched-up in a fur-robe
en-caved like some savage.
Come out, heart, silly old thing,
too old to be so touchy,
take youth’s offence.
It must be that a-fib stammer
that sent you into hiding,
you know better, at this age.
See, not even a bruise where it hit,
that word like stone,
man-up, chin up, pump up.
Show the world your brave-heart stance,
that-a-girl, it just takes a friend,
and that is me, that is me.
Each Time
each time
I plan to start
there is another chore to be done
another batch of clothes
to wash, dry, fold, put away
each time
I plan to start
there is another morning to awaken
another afternoon of story-telling
clouds
each time
I start to plan my grief
over your betrayal
something else demands – demands!
my attention,
you must be put aside – again --
like the inconsequential part of
life
you were.
Elizabeth
In the slant of evening sun your hair spirals,
frames your face as lovely as memory
of those years passed since you joined us,
brought unexpected nuances to the everyday.
Your brown eyes glow,
those brown eyes first seen as you,
four months old, raised your head
to look at us, immediate love.
Centrepiece between brothers
you extend understanding toward the older,
compassion toward the younger.
Clinging lightly to each of us
you still open your arms to the new,
permit expansion of our extended family
and in the gaze of all who see you
remain yourself, complex yet
simply the daughter we first met
on a life-changing day in a memorable May.
Hard-Headed Child
In their anxiety
that scientists and mathematicians
were destroying children’s
faith in them:
fairies and gremlins,
elves and trolls, pixies,
called upon Mother Earth
Shush shush she said
worry not of this.
Scientists and mathematicians
respect the need for us
will not trample our mushroom rings
or demand the firefly not light
Have you ever heard an astronaut
degrade the Irish elves
or deny the bigfoot stories?
There is no threat…
Remember ages ago, how you worried
that the rise of literacy would
crush
the usual responses to our being?
just the opposite.
Keep well in your play-lands
do not despair for the hardheaded
child.
his heart will find you
when he needs you.
You, Hovering
Something hovers over my hands,
hovers over my two hands which
press light fingers on the keyboard.
Because I do not know what to write,
because I DO know what to write,
but not how, not how much.
All my long life I have written.
All my long life is written into poems.
But this long death of yours challenges my words.
Fifty-three years of smiles you left behind, son.
So many anxious, scary days after which you smiled.
You always survived. You always smiled.
But this time, without life-support you lasted only 40
minutes.
Forty long minutes, the last of those 53 years.
We talked to you, sang to you, cried for you.
Something hovers over my hands,
hovers like a breath from a smile.
You stay with me. What I saw was only your body.
You hover,
breathe
and smile,
I
cannot yet smile back.
Cleo
Griffith has been on the Editorial Board of Song of the San Joaquin for twenty
years. Widely-published, her
poems have recently appeared in Wild Roof Journal, Monterey Poetry Review and
The Poeming Pigeon. She lives in Salida, California with her guard-cat,
Amber.
Oh, Cleo, thank you for these beautiful poems. Each one speaks to my heart and I am grateful for the poet within you that writes for all of us.
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ReplyDeleteCleo, Cleo, Cleo. Was going to point out so many beautiful, moving things you've shared here, but at the moment, can't. My heart hovered, dropped, then floated into the cool spring morning with your words safely inside me. Thank you.
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