Thursday, 8 September 2022

Five Poems by Mara Adamitz Scrupe

 


In September 1766 the Spanish frigate El Nuevo Constante…...ran into a hurricane in the Gulf of Mexico and sank.…..the ship’s cargo contained a relatively new form of wealth: raw materials for the flourishing global trade in dyestuffs, including 2,896 pounds of indigo, 10,627 pounds of cochineal, 5,440 pounds of annatto, and1,032 cut lengths of logwood weighing approximately 40,000 pounds.

– Elena Phipps, Global Colours dyes and the dye trade

 

The best, most expensive and sought-after red pigments were first made from

cochineal insects by the indigenous peoples encountered by Spanish conquistadors invading

Mesoamerica in the 14th century. Cochineal red and reddish-purple became the colours

of wealth and power in the old world and colonization in the new.

 

Built in the waning Jazz Age, northern Minnesota’s Naniboujou Lodge is famous

for its ceiling paintings of the eponymous Native American character depicted

in a dazzling amalgamation of Art Deco designs and Cree symbols and patterns.



The Better Desires

 

in the name of the better desires/ the exotic/ the hit or miss

of kleptocracy’s science         in preparations according to hostilities

between cotton & nature’s dyes/ cochineal & indigo &

the waxy glaze of seeds of the achiote tree – annatto

 

animalize with blood & dung & urine            stay a while

in the dunging             in useful treatments of oils & fats in a cloth

bath in the orange tinge in the tuck of Turkey Red & Miller Blue    &

in between richness & depth/ in the early bright & brilliant apply

 

astringents & mordants for colourfastness or egg albumen in the remorselessness

the blaze of bleaching in the beforehand the essence of colonizing

offense/ by the sound of splash cleanse your eyelids / plucking at cushions

in the way of rising water/ in the heal or relapse/ subdued in the raging

 

in the storm storm storming my pruning knife slit to the trim/ twin fibulae

clasping the tame the tide & slick/ there’s your disassembling/ brushing

the rulers’ brass shiny & in my garden – bulbous rosehips plotted –

baby voles bump & switch     the bricks above sloping sideways

 

tumorous/ relentless/ wavering down the walk as the last

of the China Rose dying to the east in twenty-five-years-older

Walnut shade defines for me utopia or its adverse/ mourning in the fugitive

flies & rubber tires spin spin spinning my head horde finally

 

hushed in fadings in the leftover mineral dunn of manganese

& antimony & iron in the homily for pattern & meaning in the plaintive

cloth of privilege abridged/ hugged much in hues & delicious

palettes/ patternings/ psychedelic blossomings – almost home now –

 

fill a tub for fermentation with the dark liquor of indigo/ in the wait

& seething/ the turbulence/ dry & harden & pulverize the mess

to fine powder/ adding water & boiling/ skimming off twigs & leaves

of another covering/ another provincial veneer/ add copperas & lime

 

& the cloth turns yellow (turmeric makes green)       oxygenating

to the infectious blue of the decadence that drove Wordsworth’s epic

dyers/ faded or deteriorated or consoled/ or in the seeds of Pomegranate trees

planted by the mission fathers or here at Naniboujou – that trickster’s bier

 

at Lake Superior – lodged in weird & roiling painted ceilings/ some

Frenchman of geometricities of mathematical equations of light arriving

on the retina mapped nativities in the name of altered or dematerialized

multitudes/ some jeremiad/ some rant            some true north emendation


 

& every range has its story

 

but I can’t

 

& by my animal-ness in the entirety of creation inseparable

 

& I can’t

 

as in ruin/ in dusk done early              or in daybreak’s

flushed surround an animal trots across

a lane               a fox a grey a native of my

Appalachia not red-coated colonial high times mighty

 

hunt & maim/ those who claim history can’t

be changed                  but riveted/ indigenous

 

or perhaps a hound buffed ashen or instead

 

coyote

 

brown & grey-tipped-hiding-in-plain-

sight-council-of clowns-Code-of-Virginia nuisance

 

species – that unacknowledged irony – driven

by anthropoid incessance from continental plains east

to blue mountains’ piedmont – no hunting license

required to shoot them in their numbers &

 

& I can’t

 

at any time & in any manner

that is legal under state & local laws

 

* leghold traps * * neck snares * * duodenal poisons *

 

& seventy-five bucks bounty if you turn in

the severed head                     gutted hide

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Killing contests are organized events

in which participants compete for prizes — typically

cash or hunting equipment – for killing the most and/or

largest animals within a specified time period.

 

Contests may also be judged by a system

that allocates a number of points for each species

by gender such as “largest male” or “smallest

female”           or by characteristics

such as “biggest ears” or “mangiest mutt.”[1]

///

bodies dumped by the side of the road after the awarding of

 ///

 * bobcats coyotes foxes rabbits *

* raccoons squirrels woodchucks *

* mountain lions wolves *

 

& I can’t

///

& in wintering fluorescence & among my dearest

possessions my coyotes own me/ possessed of my years on decades’

responsibilities for this place/ for the wild

 

me of them & them of me      not curb nor reckless

as abandonment of things in the way

of bipedal greed & it’s nothing                      nothing

 

for a body’s overcome

in whole/ sharp & longing – we are after all the sport

-killing species – & every range has its story

in flesh logic & as woman likewise

 

bled out in the birth of European science I know these two

-fisted distinctions as unsaid              instead

 

I hear the hard stub/ the takes & givens thickly whispered

in words & phrases

like                  hellbent           & God given


 

Root Cellar Dugout or Harmony According to Utiusque Cosmi Vol. 1

 

sing down the back hall/ exactly/ welcomely

         barefoot

take the slack steps to the root cellar’s stone

foundation/ dugout bounty held over season-to-season

         in the name

         of poor-ass cracker plenty

 

* when I need it            I want it most*

 

I’m not so brave but dream the world a black hole

past my piss & vinegar – another mansion fired

            & burnt – I’m not so bad

but good at heart cleansing my demons

 

in solid rains of conjure up

past spring & summer pleasures – the whole batch

in store for winter – a crib/ a bushel

            a burlap sackfull

            of wrinkled Pippins & row upon row

            of quart jars                 accounting or craving

 

* take it           eat it *

 

that naturally relentlessly renews itself

            amongst disorderly patches

of onions & potatoes & repurposed tin cans

         full of dirt & dillweed & sage

         & in the wide spot between

 

my once-upon-a-time tracks

         under the escarpment

which maidenhair fern sheaths dead steel

 

* plush       & rust *

 

I’m a strange stubborn sorcering old woman/ I won’t

go with you                  with you              but attend

an animal’s flight & plaint/ the howling

frantic nose-to-the-ground

of a hunting hound lost in the woods

 

* plantar ball/ digital ball/ carpal ball *

* temporo-maxillary articulation *

 

around here they raise them penned/ hunger-mad

            unsocialized

my bottommost voice & regular pails of kibble

fail to bring him in/ shunned

 

I live below descent                I stay the song of spheres

 

* tragedy = sun           comedy = earth *

 

            a cappella is the instrument

            sung from my center/ whole

in intervallic harmonies in the upper principle of light

            moved down to dark

& at the interstice/ the might/ the psalm

of a spearpoint – vestige culture makes me

 

lust after evidence: mammoths & mastodons

            & giant bison

stalked & exterminated – or in competing ideologies

or scientific anomalies            or magically lured

 

by charred hearthstones & megafauna’s paleofeces

         & Pliocene bones of Ursus

abstrusus             & ancient sea mariners’ first glimpse

of America or in this morning’s face-to-face – each of us

 

mulling the all-in-all/ calculating ascendancy

& order – she sizes me up with her apex predator

         ursine eyes          takes her time

         before turning away

unperturbed                  & trundling off deeper

into the timber


 

The common name for Marmota monax – woodchuck – derives from the Algonquian wuchak

meaning digger; in tribal legend Grandmother Woodchuck teaches patience & wisdom.



incaendo

 

i. as the marmot’s cavil                     

I’m exegesis of dark-land huddle/ exquisitely homely

in my intimate geography/ at crepuscular dawn’s step-

ball-change                 I’m a good but sleepless farmer’s

 

* kick              & spit *

 

I put my head down                * & dig *

not – for now – questioning what does flesh want as certain

instincts bring me – at one fell swoop  – melancholy

 

& joy but in every best & worst aspect I’m

 

*  dappled burn & spellbound *

 

set alight at daybreak in this hole under the house

I’m affliction beneath your floorboards – my incisors grown

longer/ sharper every day –    I tease the cat behind a pane

of glass/ as hoary a ghost’s firm scuttling my pig whistle’s

 

your warning/ overhead your young play * Dvorak

by heart *        as like to two groundhogs touching fiercely

ardent/ nose to mouth one

 

to another in naso-oral * contact * I’m the grandmothers’

legends of horse sense & hilarity in shivering seed heads

in hope of grace          I’m every old woman’s

 

mother/ spotted as the wrinkled skin I don’t try

to hide across the foreheads of your hills/ obscure/ unpolished

I’m the furry warden of your fallen places/ your ruins

 

burrowed in the ground & who but me wants to live here

anymore/ it’s too hard to sell or even sort the stuff you’ve left

behind at your worst & mine/ at my * upshot * I’m feed

for your cosseted carnivore pet:

* ground-beaver meat * * ground-beaver bones *

* my heart/ my lungs/ my liver *

 

ii. in cloudless light

I said   go down to the citadel

& give word away undimmed as in an old Christian lady’s

umpteenth trip to China each time smuggling forty

 

pounds of bibles in her backpack – the beatific officer-in-

charge takes half the haul & keeps one          for himself –

 

* for themselves *

 

my father        & stepfather each said           see you

around to me the last time I saw them as they lay in the same

room in the same wing           dying               one year apart

 

* see you around * * & where’s the wisdom in *

 

iii. Cosmesis is the preservation/ restoration

or bestowing of bodily beauty also cherry

plums though invasive in some parts & also a piece

 

of your hair     I saved it/ seventeen inches long & lustrous

my mother wrote        * remember that *

 

also trees hoarding slews of our cuts & scars            I don’t know

how much/ how many

 

* yield             & pine *          & no one

 

especially not me the wiser redressing my disfigurements

my defects/ cosmesis after the incision          true

I come from a place where people don’t round

 

off the edges where every wound’s a lucky piece

& a bluff’s a slant worked up to pitch & cherry plum

puree’s also the recipe for beauty/ spread

 

the mask finely & wait 20 minutes before rinsing with warm water

for smooth & naturally glowing

///

* burn* *fire * * ignify* *inflame *

///

& also my grandmother’s hundred-year-old walnut

dropleaf table – agleam in sunlight raked through sashed

muff-glass windows – has seen more of this world

 

than she ever did

///

& also & despite & yet I ascend a tenant of this fevered

class but captured by my past & in it

coffered – square nails & plain planed ash – & by these times

 

this profane maze of eos I vow the opposite

 

of revanche                 from revindicare – to claim

or avenge – I rest the moral high ground/ purblind

as a bellflower & in my humbling                  I’m emancipated

 

iv. defenceless laid bare as the bright red

path of a beast wounded & tracked/ front foot

opposite hind              look ahead of the chase

 

animals follow paths of slightest impediment

I’m too tuned in to mortal vice yet insufficiently

 

versed in the book of fine wild & mystery fingering

grandma’s jet beads in churchy perfections in rosary merger

 

* of rose paste rolled & set in pot metal *

* strung on lengths of ragged thread *

 

exchanged for prayers spent with a soundless

 

* thud *

 

traded for a rude & precious message

 

 

* kindling *                 *lighting up*

 

these wretched times – still – advanced by raw degrees

or stymied beyond in

 

* spirit *          * temper *       * shade *

 

* spit on an index finger/ check the way of the wind *

 

I’m imposter adrift                  or battered & bettered

fractionally by hours days months years                    paroled

at this late stage/ discarnate    – inchambered

in word & light & faith –                    I take the rise room

the only one                to hold me


 

Dumbarton Oaks Catalogue of the Collection 1946/ Apolausis or Enjoyment

 

* Plate 127 *

pictured

 

a woman’s byzantine parure/ brilliant set

 

            * with pearls rubies & sapphires *

            * fastened with roundels of gold *

                        * linked in chain of braided gold & prime emeralds *

 

* Plate 103 *

pictured

 

an ornamented flabellum

 

            * a breath of mobile phalanges in partial gilt *

            * cherubim dressed in parchment & silk *

            * bordered in serpentine peacock feathers *

 

& imagine sitting at a dais with fans the size of a raptor’s

wings              at either hand              waving away

 

* insects from the unconsecrated *

///

& imagine never ever again to work for what I want             no more

 

            * tables to serve *

            * toilets to clean *

            * griddles scrubbed shiny with a grill brick *

 

imagine target practice any day          hard

& tough as core

 

– the source                 the cost –

 

            * & all I have is this .22 *

                        * & buckshot just inside the bedroom window *

 ///

* Plate 247 *

pictured

 

boar hunt in Coptic wool

 

            * a right-paneled figure          one hand upraised

            the other grasping a bow & arrow *

 

            * the blue-eyed bushy-yellow-haired

            archer draws & aims at the wild swine *

 ///

* Plate 185 *

pictured

 

Apolausis        or Enjoyment

 

            * the bust of a girl holding a flower *

            * veil earrings necklace bracelet *

            * enclosed in a border of guilloche *

            * sinuous interlaced ribbons *

            * a mosaic with inscription forming the bottom of a bathing pool *

 

* Work of Unknown Provenance *

not pictured

 

reticence & regrets                 & shames belied

            by good manners hammered

into the have-not & for honour or more to the point

            indulgence is the downside

of this meritocracy clasping laurel leaves

at the summit’s base               & no higher

 

& imagine the purplish bruise of heaven as berm

to the chased – or a child’s or a grandchild’s

abandonment of one who raised her               made her –

or another unspecified female animal

of some breed or other burrowed

deep asleep/ insentient/ oblivious after a long hard

slog through an entirely unmarked snowfall –

– not a footprint in sight –

 

& at the end                a tiny tea

served solitary by my auburn-

            haired Polack grandma

in three glazed whiteware cups & saucers

            – missing one –

saved from her girlhood – a present from Papa

incinerated in a boiler explosion in 1910 –

 

& imagine living in that doll house/ thirsting

            & pining & spinning

& sooner or later at ninety-seven & barely

breathing                     shrunk to a blind bald

            incontinent old woman

dreaming                     in a child’s bed

 

[1] https://www.humanesociety.org/wildlifekillingcontests




Mara Adamitz Scrupe is a visual artist, writer, and documentary filmmaker and the recipient of creative grants and fellowships including MOZAIK Ecosystem Art Prize, National Endowment for the Arts/CEC ArtsLink Fellowship, District of Columbia Individual Fellowship, Virginia Museum of Fine Arts Fellowship and Virginia Individual Artist Fellowship. She is a two-time Pushcart nominee, a fellow of MacDowell Colony and Tyrone Guthrie Centre (Ireland), and she has been awarded residencies including the Montalvo Arts Center, Irish Museum of Modern Art Residency Programme and USF Verftet-AiR/Bergen, Norway. Mara is the author of six prizewinning poetry books and she has won or been shortlisted for many international writing prizes including Welsh International Poetry Prize, Bridport Poetry Prize (UK), National Poetry Society (UK), Aesthetica (UK), and Pablo Neruda Prize among many others, and her poems and essays have appeared in numerous international literary journals and magazines. She serves concurrently as Lance Williams Resident Artist in the Arts & Sciences, University of Kansas/ Lawrence, and Dean and Professor Emerita, School of Art, University of the Arts, Philadelphia. Mara lives with her husband on their farm bordering the James River in the Blue Ridge Piedmont countryside of central Virginia. www.scrupe.com

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