The
Friend Who Dies
Short Story
By Bob MacKenzie
He was British, I am certain, although
he never really said so. It may have been the look. His accent was rather
nondescript, worn away by too many moves, a shabby sort of creature that might
be from any part of England or Australia or South Africa, a world-weary Empire
accent dwelling deep in anachronism. But the look. Tall, hung out with
safari-looking slacks, shirt and jacket. British Major moustache. Bright blue
piercing eyes set in a weathered face. Aussie-type hat and military boots
topping and bottoming the package.
British, it all said.
And yet, I did have cause to wonder.
He gave his name as Anthony, Dickenson I think, yet several persons passing our
table spoke to him as Mortimer. And there were his views, but then that might
have been the drink.
Perhaps the atmosphere drew him into
that special world–that misty rain forest nostalgia in which he seemed to live.
We were at a table in a lounge called the Rangoon Tavern in one of Canada’s
southern border cities. Huge electric fans lazily looped below lattice dropped
ceilings. Canework chairs, hanging tropical plants and sundry bric-a-brac of
Asian origin helped establish an Our Man in Havana atmosphere. Through the
dusky window the wide, dark river flowed, seemingly bankless as the arriving
evening blanketed the other side.
I had been working late. A quick drink
seemed a good idea and the R. T., as it was called locally, was in a direct
line between my office and my home.
I ordered a Blue.
My beer had hardly arrived and I’d
begun noticing how disco music failed in such an atmosphere when I sensed a
presence approaching from my left.
“Mind if I sit old chap?”
I saw no reason to say no. I nodded.
He sat.
“Tony. Your name?”
“John.”
“Looks like we’re in for a bit of a
blow out there. Rain. Perhaps worse. I suppose it must all come to that
eventually. Arrived recently?”
“I’m sorry?”
“Have you only recently arrived here?”
“Oh. About twenty minutes.”
The waitress arrived and took his
order. Gin, no ice, twist of lime. He was silent for the ten or so minutes it
took to arrive. His look drew my gaze like a bright light in that dusky room.
The disco disappeared. I felt transported to a distant jungle outpost in some
ancient British movie.
“It comes, you know? Not always soon
or quickly, but always.”
“It comes,” I sensed a nonsequeter,
“What comes?”
“Death, old chap, death.”
He was silent. I was silent. I thought
how deadly serious he looked, yet calm, as though his comments were the sort of
thing one might hear every day. Perhaps they were. They did not strike me that
way.
The rain began. I was aware of it only
because of the way that it obscured the already obscured river. The R. T.
seemed a warm and cosy shell swaddling us as water enveloped, engulfed all that
was outside.
“I have seen this before. There is
always one. One only. I have often thought that I was he, but it has never
quite worked out that way.”
“I’m sorry?”
“It’s beginning. The rain has begun.
We have met. The cycle is in motion. I have seen...”
I seemed to hear not crowd noise nor
disco drums but only the drumming rain beating on our protective shell. I
waited.
“Soon they’ll come. I feel it very
strongly now. They are in the room. Soon. They will come.”
“Who will come, Tony?”
“And then, then he shall ask, no tell,
one of us, you or me, to be the thief, the thief in the night. And the thief
will this time be called Mortimer, perhaps, or Anthony, or the other names. And
the thief again must die, for only he shall do, only he can do it so well! It
comes.”
It seemed the shell of the Rangoon had
cracked. In his now whispered, hoarse words I could feel the rains engulf me,
penetrate me, thin my marrow to weak fluid, dissolve my body and my mind. It
was as though I had entered... No! As though his world had entered me.
I could feel the cool of the rain like
a shroud as his words became almost a rhythmic chant.
“It comes. It always comes. Mortimer
knows, old chap. Anthony knows. Joan knows. They all know; all have a turn at
the wheel. And the wheel keeps turning; its cycle unending. It comes. But never
to me. It comes.”
I sensed him at my elbow. Turning, I
saw a fortyish man in a disco outfit and slender moustache that made him look
almost like Zorro, right down to the Spanish style hat and whip in hand.
He leaned over to me and asked, “Mind
if I join you?”
I saw no reason to say no.
As he was seating himself, he said,
“The rain will end soon.”
I nodded.
“It is not yet time, Mortimer. It will
come.”
It seemed he was talking to me. I
looked to Tony’s side of the table. He was gone, perhaps to the washroom. By
then he had had a number of gins. I had had quite a few beers. The rest of the
evening is a blur.
Tony never came back. The new man
never gave his name. I never thought to ask, I suppose. It seems I have seen
this before. I have seen this before.
It comes. I know. It always comes.
But never for me.
Inspired by a character in the musical The Fantasticks (1960)
book and lyrics by Tom Jones and music
by Harvey Schmidt.
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