Heimkehr, October 1981
The sweetness in sap
is plenty hot,
it rises slow as steam.
I feel the breath
of my disease
rise
in the same slow way.
I owe a cock (my own?)
to Aesculapius
yet I am not healed.
Mortal coils
are shuffled off
the poets say
with ease or not;
hot or cold
we take our leave
for other worlds
or ways.
Blueprints from the
draftsman’s
hallowed hand
bring on the fearful night
or brilliant light of morn,
bring on phantasms, mist
or music of the spheres.
We take our time
from His or Hitler’s
comings and goings;
we take our time from
eternity, if you please:
iceberg enough
its cold creation
melts
drop by drop
to the world beneath.
Sure of seconds, the atomic clock’s
as out of whack
as Big Ben,
and we stump on, regardless.
We coarse souls.
Ancient ships will
wait in the roads,
taking their time.
Biding a wee bit,
babies will die.
I agree that
every life brings
down the rain,
the rain in buckets
the small rain
the cold rain.
The rain on trees
is warm;
on our sleeping bodies
you and me
I agree
the rain is cold
and comfortless
and so will be.
Together or apart
I agree
the time is short
and not always sweet.
And so will be.
And yet the clay, our clay
alive long since,
changed by the sun
and dried and caked;
two brittle mortal pots
we sit apart,
afraid our love
of being close
will break us both.
Deborah
You are old now, Deborah,
the sun that would not set,
the small rare face
that brought forth
many a suitor's tear
is gone
a dream.
You stir the pulse
no longer in the long
nights of sleep;
you wake the heart's
surge no more.
I see you now,
elegant and old,
queen of autumn,
a queen bereft,
your kingdom abandoned,
a forgotten name, a dead leaf.
Powerless and desolate,
retiring, withdrawing, retreating,
queen of a season only,
tiny
among the massive shadows
of the west
like a rose at evening
you shut.
Aulis
King Agamemnon,
most astute of duellists,
his hand on false science
and beauty,
prepares to preside over
his fierce and lawless tribe;
bamboozling fancy effects
out of the evening sun
by happy chance
of light and shade.
A snow-white maid.
Gods approve:
the flimsy robe
doesn't conceal
naked
pulchritudinous
boobs.
Avast! The sacrificial axe,
captivating unwieldy kinsmen
and black and cherry-cheeked allies
descends through eons,
fit to kill,
like the lightning of fantasy.
“Little that is lovely is safe,“
“Cave canem,"
the more educated lions in the
crowd sentimentalize
after the bloody act,
and the wind,
cathartic and unwearied,
the prize,
blows painfully hot.
The coast is clear.
Atlantic City
Hello Miss Bright as a dime,
dressed to kill and
sheathed hard in the blazing light
of this New Jersey casino.
Long ago, on the other
side of the world,
my name was legion
in the Navy's Seventh Fleet;
sailors of the South China Sea
we roistered port to port,
waterfront bar to bar,
shot to shot hitting the bottle,
whore to whore
spending our money
in the moment and then
dead broke and lamenting,
off to hell in a handbasket.
And now I'm here
and you ask me
in that skin-tight dress,
armour for the fight
and bait for the prey,
how did I get here?
How the hell did you?
From the cornfields of Iowa
how are you making out
in this last of the Mohicans casino?
A living doll, if a doll could live,
painted eyes and rouged cheeks,
dangerous and treacherous
as Judas or Jezebel.
A cargo of lure
for lustful men
cast and caught
in the glaring casino light;
no time but the present
and no clocks to tell otherwise;
in an eternal now you stand waiting
for the right pick, the easy mark
with a fat wallet.
No thought for the coming winter,
when you strip down for action
in some sordid hotel room,
when your fulsome breasts,
far from the enchanted cups
of maiden's form
no more hold their weight aloft
and the body's flesh sags off
to leeward, like a ship
labouring in a storm,
lashed by the wind and seas.
Now you float calmly
in Coleridge's dome,
queen to be seized,
but the time will come
when you are over and done;
some Oxford don,
speaking on your behalf,
recalls Villon's Belle Heaulmière,
beautiful armouress,
looking down at the wreck
under her dress and remembering,
wondering was it so satisfying
when loverboy mounted in stiff haste,
having paid the freight for his passage?
The time will come,
it will come,
when that curly crop of yours
carpeting paradise
will thicken and grey
and your youth
will be flung from the rock
like everything else.
Time, my sweet, corrupts,
creeps on apace,
measuring the motions
of the distant stars
and our petty motions
here below, in the process
breaking down all,
just by its baleful touch.
At the end of the final day
there is no grace in our going,
only a falling away
from this precious unkempt ball
circling the sun;
from our momentary being
in all respects
simply a falling away
to nothing at all.
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