Mojave
This
part was like a Western. Burnt orange desert on either side, the horizon
melting in front, sun sizzling the earth. A mirage, she pondered, might appear
at any moment. She looked across at the driver. His jaw was naturally set at an
almost perfect angle on his right side. The noon sun lit his facial outline; angles
illuminated, an aura, she thought, nodding to herself. She knew he could feel
her looking at him, at the texture of his cheek, at his long dark lashes, at
the pale white sliver of indented skin, that hooked from the base of his right
nostril up to the side of his temple; but he continued to look straight ahead, hands
on the wheel, eyes on the long empty cracked road.
The
air con hummed, the only sound inside the car. Goosebumps crept up his right
arm, his field of golden hairs stood erect. She looked down at her own arms,
smooth, baby skin, even though it was over three decades old, three decades and
five to be exact. Blemish free and porcelain her general complexion.
The
kids called her The White Lady. First behind her back and then to her face, but
not in a malicious way, just in a stupid sense. One of her regulars, an
eight-year old called Benny, who was overdue returning his stack of books, had
first said it to her.
‘Sorry
eh Miss White Lady but I was slow reading them.’
His
frazzled father gasped an apology, she held up her pale palm to stop him and
leaned into Benny.
‘It’s ok little squirt. I suspected
that was the reason, you being so slow.’
The
satnav blinked its route between them. Arrival time in six hours 20mins. After
the last gas stop it had instructed continue on straight for 300 miles. That
was 50 miles ago. The full contents of her takeaway cup, now cold. Black liquid
getting stronger in scent with each mile. The contents of his cup had melted
into his bare legs and discoloured his blue shorts and a patch of red throbbed
on his thigh.
She
raised her arm, extended it, moved it to the left, and then tipped the air con
button off. Within seconds heat started to fall into the car. Hot air cloaked
her legs, her arms, her face, padded her neck. He didn’t move. Hands on the
wheel. Heat never affected her and as long as she applied a vat of SPF cream to
her skin year-round, she was always protected and could adequately tolerate it.
A
seat shift, a neck rotated, to the left and right, followed by a gentle
crackle. An inhale of breath and a slow exhale, his lower lip acting as a
pathetic fan to his face. Small rows of water formed on his forehead and increased
in size before they tipped out of their individual casings and streamed down
his nose, eyes, cheeks, jaw.
Her
slender pale index finger rose into the thick air and with eyes closed, she
traced his hooked scar from tip to end, in the same motion as when she first
made it.
Roisín
Browne lives in Rush Co Dublin and her work has appeared in The Galway Review,
Flare, A New Ulster, The Gladstone Readings, Poetry N.I., Live Encounters
Poetry & Writing, The Stony Thursday Book, MGV Datura and The Crossways
Literary Magazine to name a few. She placed third in the Jonathan Swift Writing
Awards in 2017 and in 2018 was commended in the Gregory O’Donoghue
International Poetry Prize. She has been shortlisted in the Bangor Literary
Annual Poetry competition in 2018 and 2019.
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