Sweet Grass Woven Through
My Chest Like Manhattan Skyscrapers
White
noise contains every past and future music,
just
as mud embraces all things living. The constellations
inhabit
me, generate likenesses, reshape my newest self
to
open. Light has never been my worry, though I embody
the
photons working each coded protein! This phase's
network
of mycelial electronics, neural lattices unlearning
under
the soil of our keyboards, sets neutrinos adrift,
quantum
memories in charm-flavoured quarks. My lover
and
I, nestled in the ribcage of hyper-molecular, beat together
the
viral drum of star systems. Like inhaling the raw ocean,
the
rush of breath inside the fall of a house. Hollow ideas
tremble
in our hands. My bare feet sandy with soil
overhear the grass whispering
through my toes. I push up
on
the moon so it won't fall down. A teaspoon of dirt
contains
miles of mycelium fibers, a constellation of conscious
contacts
in a Wood Wide Web. Does perception create? What does
the
forest think as I walk its mossy floor? If I drink from the cup
of
the forest's eyes, will I see God? Her event horizon spreads,
transposes
this prose, leaves latent memory dirtside. Sweet grass
fractal
thru my chest like Manhattan skyscrapers a constellation
we
contain. I leave my immortality coupon in the back pocket
of
my jeans and wash it by mistake, so thin galactic coordinates
blur
to unreadable, like that curious tendency we call love.
We Take Laughter Seriously
Certain
naturally faceted crystals store our most musical memories.
One
might say it's oddly melodic, but her laughter is so jarring,
so
dysfunctional, the entire school fears her. Even the birds stop
midflight
to change course at the sound of her machine-gun syllables
and
their perforations of sky. A frightening eruption. We're all freaks
of
nature on this bus of worlds descending outside time. This too
is
a duality. How we idolize binaries, populate categories. But things
flip
apart when we open our gigantic scissors, gemstone crust bristling
invisible
fringes of teeth poised to sever us from our previous
and
upcoming selves. Ego's embryoyo string. Punch of years a trunk
we
straddle as if to erase the cosmos in its corrugated convulsions. Ah me.
While
I somersault sleep from the soundbox of my guitar, go wavy
as
a moth rubbed clear in this wind-tunnel dismembering, countless
solar-systems colour hearts on each dog-biscuit-on-a-stick. My cigar-box
full
of plastic army-men put down their rifles, unhook their grenades, pull out
their
kazoos and mandolins and jam. Laughing-Girl wants to join them
but
she's still way too prickly, especially when the plastic lieutenant dares
to
fake the grunts and snorts of librarians' mudwrestling at the organ-donation-
club
picnic. Laughing-girl's cadence of napalm bullets could soften the troop
to
bubbly green blobs, or incite out-of-body grooves, a more pleasant weaponry,
but
please, sing me that verse again that unpacks my Virginia Woolf module.
Scratch
my H.R. Giger chakra right there, yes. A little higher. Oh, yeah.
Ukuleles
A
fetish of blue-haired geeky girls
playing
ukuleles, Aqua-Fresh
Pearl
Drops teeth smiling boyish
phrases
into air, chunky camouflage
to
my superhero costume's resolve
of
squeamish anaemia’s View-Master
3-D
charm. A snake, that muscular
downslitherer
a flex of ribs my desire
streamlines.
I inhale an ambient music
Brian
Eno says should be ignorable
as it is interesting. But who can
even
spell my façade, much less erase
it
in words? Death opens under
my
clothes a built-in compass to help
me
climb back up my unknowing,
the
silent sun-star humming still
as
our planetary system's eye,
chunk
of hard candy liquefying
in
my mouth. Violent monkey-bars
&
swings poised on asphalt sandpaper,
catgut
fingertips plinking a pizzicato
of
boyish girls folding themselves in.
The Suitcase Logic of a Stuttering Smokestack
I flicker in and out of existence
each hyper-nanosecond like a sequence of slow-motion replays masquerading the
blur of a single episode. And yet your memories of me release the aroma of
Jasmin tea. And time, that ordering mechanism in my head, peels plurality from
the scene like a confession during a police investigation. I re-enter wakefulness, and all my words reprogram themselves into a flood of arbitrary
referents. So that books, restructuring their protagonists as clouds,
paraphrase their vapor like a boat relinquishes the shrinking pier of
counterintelligence. Meteorology aside, a tropical storm dismantles the closet
where I puppet my clothes, its wild music scratching at the latch of the third
suitcase I disentangle for the trip. But then what the hell. Does this
well-dressed audience sip from silicone flutes the moonlight left in tomorrow's
bioelectric theatre of prosthetics? Observing them changes their false selves
even without temporal surgery. What an odd relief to Photoshop my inspection of
self browsing in time. When I unfurl the blue first-aid-kit's spool of gauze
from grad school, my car squirms into the living room to consider this riddle,
ratchets up to a new viscosity, wheel bearings performing a parody worthy of
the wrench and hammer I clench for my stuttering smokestack's factory of broken
doors.
Robotic Shrubberies
of the Well-Weeded Mind
Elliptical
gibberish, elvish scribbles
of
interbrain. Ponderous knobs
moonlight
moves. Compartment
of
my body's vast mouthing Mother,
whose
terrible skeleton makes
from
my plasticized linguistic masks
a
receptacle widened to receive
this
island's spiral, her bodily basin
of
hysteria. A dog growls. Even
my
offspring refuse to disassemble me.
Arrange
them, attic fizz to Eiffel quartz,
and
all they do is reverse. I mouth
the
words, wave my hands. Build
boats.
Teethe on the artificial
tires
of my artificial car like it could
feel
or taste the spherical horizon
of
your peach-flavoured smile. Clouds
gather
at my temples. I Shape globs
of
illogic, upload delicate books. Light
peels between their leaves of words.
Bobby Parrott, poet, musician, lover-of-life, has obviously been placed
on this planet in error. In his own words, "The intentions of trees are a
form of loneliness we climb like a ladder." His
poems wildly appear or are forthcoming in Tilted House, RHINO, Rumble
Fish Quarterly, Atticus Review, The Hopper, Rabid Oak, Exacting Clam,
Neologism, Whale Road Review, and elsewhere. Immersed
in a forest-spun jacket of toy dirigibles, he dreams himself out of
formlessness in the chartreuse meditation capsule known as Fort Collins,
Colorado where he lives with his partner Lucien, their house plant Zebrina, and
his hyper-quantum robotic assistant Nordstrom.
very, very, very nice. thank you so much.
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