Houdini’s
secret
His
real magic was not outside,
not in decks of
cards or even
regulation
handcuffs he’d swipe off
his wrists
like a spider’s thread:
His
real magic was within: He
remade himself,
turned himself in
-side
out the way he turned straitjackets inside
out while
suspended
between
tall buildings, dangling upside
down from
rope by his
ankles:
The slight man of huge ambition
used sleight-of-hand to
metamorphose from
scrawny
to muscular, learned to button
his shirts and tux
with his left hand,
learned
to lift objects from the floor with
his toes or tongue:
Harry Houdini
knew
everyone is handcuffed, shackled,
enchained,
snared in cages,
locked
into jail cells: He knew we all
long to escape the
glass walls that
confine
us to a locked closet of water
where we cannot
breathe:
We
all long to shed our brittle snake
skin, to emerge
sleek,
bare,
glistening, dripping,
gleaming,
unashamed
At 7, a boy wins first place for his age in the Chip Putt & Drive Tournament.
Your colleague showed off the garnet he had procured for his niece. A redhead.
You yourself have never been at home catching or throwing balls. Or putting.
You ride the MWR bus to the Lantern Festival in Nagasaki.
You don’t swim, either. Your spouse speculates your near-sightedness is the issue.
The woman, the man, and their child were close enough to be vaporized.
Vim means energy, enthusiasm, oomph.
The man’s mother, fourteen miles away, died of thyroid cancer years later.
Is oomph Yiddish? I know chutzpah is.
The colleague down from the northern capital refilled your saké cup graciously.
Chanukah is the Festival of Lights. In darkness, Diwali and Kwanzaa too remind us of light.
You took the train to Kyoto and visited several Zen monasteries. It started to rain.
The star on the top of that Christmas tree shimmers like a celestial diamond.
On the side
Copper catches his reflection in the dusky window and
growls. I close the blinds. To be on the safe side. I plug in the nightlight.
Which illuminates the dark side of the moon. Which awakens the lunar module
from its long nap. It trundles across the Sea of Tranquility, which has no
water despite its name. The module yearns to return to mining turquoise and
silver, then transporting them via conveyor belt to the bracelet plant in
Phoenix. Plants around the plant are dying of thirst, despite record deluges. One
landed a record contract. Another contracted a coronavirus variant. A corona is
an aura of gas around the sun. The moon doesn’t have a corona, although it
would like one. With lime. During the lunar eclipse, eleven plants crossed the
picket line after a game of Red Light Green Light. Copper in sterling silver
turns green from moisture. But if the light is red, you have to stop. In the
game. I read the directions. Remember: Avoid your reflection in windows. If you
do glimpse it, avoid growling. To be on the safe side.
An apple a day keeps the—what?—away
An apple a day keeps the doctor away?
What’s
wrong with doctors?
Mom
went to them plenty, until she got her fill,
too
many saying she needed to see a psychiatrist.
It
took me 10 years
after
she was gone
to
figure it out:
The
psychiatrist doctor
is
what she meant—keep him away
&
your secrets are safe.
Then
I myself became one—
a
psychiatrist—
&
all those apples
turned
out to be
a
waste
Years
after you’re gone, Mom, I find leftover goods:
scarves
you wore (or never wore), clothes, shoes, photos:
in
boxes & plastic bags, sealed, or the ends rolled up
&
fastened with wooden clothespins.
Were
all those
bags, |
piles, |
boxes |
some sort |
of bulwark, |
a wall |
of fire |
-resistant |
bricks |
used |
by |
the |
smartest |
Piggy
to brace the house against
the
Big Bad Wolf’s tornado breath?
Or
were they meant not to keep something out
but
to
keep something in, |
s t r a i n i n g t o
c o n t a
i n
a
grief that threatened to annihilate your world?*
Is
this what you do when your mother
is
ripped from you when you’re 2?
Maybe
if you save everything, nobody dies
or
leaves.
____________
*
Or had that grief become
|
|
|
|
the
foundation |
of |
your |
world___ ? |
David Q.
Hutcheson-Tipton (he/him) is a Denver-based writer and semi-retired physician
of Irish, Scottish, and English ancestry. His poems have been recently curated
in One Sentence Poems,
Red Eft Review,
and dadakuku. He has an MFA
from Regis University. He has worked as a bookseller, educator, physician, and
healthcare administrator. Born in Texas, he has lived in Oklahoma, North
Carolina, Washington, D.C., the Pacific Northwest, Hawaii, Spain, and Kuwait.
In 2021 he retired as a Captain (O-6) from the U.S. Navy. He was Runner Up for
the Lighthouse Writers Workshop Lit Fest Veterans Writing Award in 2021. He has
been married to Michelle, an elementary school teacher, for decades. They have
six grown children who live adventurous and inspiring lives, seven
grandchildren, and live with Summit and Copper, miniature poodles.
These are wonderful!
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If you go to the Red Eft Review or dadkuku and look me up, I have a couple of poems at each site!
DeleteNice work! My favorite is An Apple A Day… so ironic. Keep on composing!
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