Video Game
“The only way to get it together…is together.”
--Zalman Schacter-Shalomi
Maggie stared at the
tattoo on her ankle
a tree spreading its limbs
the same moment
a boy with a baseball
cap hoists her on
his skateboard.
Her breasts are buttoned
to his back.
Together they speed
past cars.
She looks down.
The tattoo --
But where is it?
Gone and so is he.
She wants an officer
to file a report.
Get someone to draw a
character sketch.
Post pictures on the Internet.
Instead, an off-duty angel
slides
a skateboard beneath
her feet
golden wheels confiscated from the street.
He tells her to
handle the board
like a certificate of
completion
and to find the
thief.
Now she is inside a
video game,
hands clammy
with a thin coat of luck.
On her left,
she sees a mountain
as sharp as a swear word,
sails her
carpet to its peak.
Robbed, bare,
uncertain,
Maggie is the last
link in a line of women
missing her mark.
This is her task.
She hears an echo.
Your eyes are open like a cow on a hillside, hillside.
All she can see is a
slope pimpled with rocks.
What a mish-mosh.
Yoo-hoo! Girlie!
What's
the big rush like you've got a date or something?
In case
you're wondering,
I'm
the voice of the graveyard,
alive,
but not in your 1-2-3. Capice?
So much for introductions.
So much for this and that.
Let's
get real and nail the coffin.
You're
Maggie of the Misfit Foot.
Here's
what to do:
Under
the lidless eyeball of the sun,
keep
riding until you find Section P.
When
you hear a kid playing music,
ask
him to help you find Granny.
That was it?
Really?
Somewhere she
hears a railroad car screech.
Or a dog
barking?
Maggie rolls
the skateboard beneath her head
and dreams
voices:
Crumbs require little water to grow.
At an airport security checkpoint:
Everyone must remove all belts and
empty pockets.
A host asks during a game show:
What do most people want to see
before they die?
There is a
light above her head.
She never
asked to be here,
alone as the
tongue inside her mouth.
Oh, God.
Chewing on
words like camp, railroad, gold teeth, she hears:
Little snot go wipe your nose
or Mr. Potato Head will plant a carrot between your toes.
She wakes up to
a day that is half night, sun blackened,
morning throws
off its purple covers.
Birch branches
point like arthritic fingers.
Hungry. She
combs her hair with two fingers,
jumps on the
skateboard.
Mountains
breathe an ancient cold in her face,
makes her think
of dollar-sized pancakes.
She steers down
an aisle and hopes to find a food court,
bends her knees
and waves her hands, a thrasher
who leans
toward a clearing with white tents
surrounded by
grave markers and peacocks.
Her golden
wheels screech to a halt: sees a woman,
flesh hangs
from her arms in pasty lumps.
Maggie throws
caution through a window,
asks for food.
Hungry Girl got any money?
Maggie is
only a poor girl without an allowance.
And why is
hunger, she asks herself,
not its own
winning argument?
She knows her
fingers will find only lint,
but digs inside
her pocket anyway,
her hand
strikes an empty seam bed.
Not so fast,
says the Pasty Lump Lady.
Not so
Lackawanna Railroad.
If Maggie removes a
skateboard wheel from its axle, she says,
and gives it to the
Pasty Lump Lady,
breakfast will be
served. They agree.
Lump Lady feeds
her pancakes, eggs, syrup,
wraps sunlight around
the wheel
and hides it her
apron.
Facing west, there
are gravestones,
cottonwood trees
blaze yellow.
A little pisher
peacock sweeps the ground with his tail.
Hi-ho, he
says, and flutters his fanny.
Maggie thinks this is
a 3-D animation
or maybe the Pasty
Lump Lady with more tricks.
I'm lost, she
tells the peacock.
The peacock
plucks a feather from his tail.
He speaks with
a southern accent.
Gua-ron-teed to take you where you need to go.
He closes his
fan of feathers, disappears
into the
cottonwoods.
She taps the ground
with her foot, hopes for magic.
Nothing doing.
Maggie wants to
return to square one,
to pop-up from the
middle of the street
like a seed from a
plum.
But the Pasty Lump
Lady has stolen her hunger.
Now what?
At Sections I and M,
the sun escapes from
the Pasty Lump Lady’s apron.
She sees a boy
playing a fiddle.
His fingerboard has a
ketchup label.
He’s tall. The boy
sees the feather and speaks:
His name is Sal,
short for Salamander.
She introduces
herself.
My name is Maggie of the Misfit Foot.
She wants him to join
her,
offers in payment what’s
left of the skateboard.
Like a man about to
buy a new car, he considers--
Solid wood. Gold
rims. No financing. Sweet.
Sal raises his face
from the chin rest,
says she must first find
Section P,
points the way with
his bow and keeps playing his part.
Maggie walks along a
rock wall covered with moss.
Down a circle of
steps, her skin the color of moonlight.
In shopping aisles of
the dead, a woman says,
waving her fingers at
a swarm of fruit flies,
some of us get marked
up and some of us get marked down.
We all get buried in
the same storehouse.
Now that’s what I
call a bargain.
Grandmother?
Maggie?
The woman’s silver
hair is pinned back with stingers from bees.
Life is a seasoning that tenderizes us.
Breaks down our rough edges so we can bend.
Tell me, dear, how have you been?
Maggie tells her
about her loss.
Does grandma fill up
like a water balloon and burst?
Grandma explains how
during the war,
she buried herself
beneath a haystack.
There were tattooed
numbers above her wrist.
Until a messenger
boy, some mench,
exchanged them for
others.
Two sets of numbers
joined each other
and shared
bloodlines.
Where each number
began and the other one stopped,
they stuck like teeth
to candy and formed something new.
Grandma scoops
something from the dirt,
Fixes it above
Maggie’s ankle.
It’s one
world, Grandma said.
There on her ankle, a
glowing orb, a single planet.
No countries,
boundaries.
Go back and tell them.
Game Begin Again
Lenore Weiss grew up in New York City with whistle stops along the way in Chicago, Illinois, and Sterlington, Louisiana. Her home is in Oakland, California. Books include Cutting Down the Last Tree on Easter Isand (West End Press, 2012), Two Places (Kelsay Books, 2014), and The Golem (Hadassa Word Press, 2018). Her children's book, The Glimmerine, is an urban environmental fantasy for middle-schoolers.
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