Even
Then
On the day they met, my parents
fell into a trance.
Many years later, they stepped from
the subway,
walked to the park hand in
hand.
Near the entrance my father bought
a bag
of chestnuts, A little later he
bought two custard cones.
They sat on a bench and listened as
young guys
played the best version of Dock of
the Bay they ever heard,
guitars finding a strange and
moving harmony.
It was 1968 and they had tumbled
from the past,
through a gravity well or a cosmic
cloud.
Just a few minutes earlier they
were in a beer garden
where monks served a delicious
brew.
They were talking about opera,
which they both loved,
even though neither could carry a
tune.
When they sang together, all the
dogs in Prague
howled in agony. But now they were
lying in the grass,
sun and warm breeze, their new city
rising around them
like a forest of thorns it would
take a hundred years to hack through,
and even then, as they awoke,
everyone they knew would have turned to dust.
Praise
You’ve seen the
refugees heading nowhere,
you’ve heard the executioners sing joyfully.
You should praise the mutilated world.
Adam Jagajewski
translated by Clare Cavanagh
My father rode the stars.
Every night he dreamed a line of
refugees,
he held out loaves, and sometimes
grasped a hand
so empty that light could not
escape.
Every night he fell in love, riding
on a train
that slid into a steep
ravine.
He could hear the executioners
singing
as they marched to their lodge.
They sang in the shower, sang
as they dried themselves, flicked
towels
at each other, laughing and shoving
and loud.
Every night he tried to praise the
mutilated world,
sometimes in German, sometimes in
Czech.
He praised the scent of baking
bread
in Latin, then in French.
He recited the names of flowers in
English,
but the petals clogged his
throat
and shallow roots sometimes tore
from the soil.
He called out to his brother, who
wouldn’t respond.
He called to his cousins, who
answered with their hands.
Every night he tried to love the
world, learned the names
of every Senator, read for hours in
his comfortable chair.
Even when the heavy book sagged in
his hands, even then,
when cats argued and fought beneath
the fire escape,
he recalled faces that now were
dust, and tried to praise the crippled world.
The Final Verse
Lonely and hardly awake, she stirs
in the big bed.
All around are the hungry stars.
Their light has travelled for a
thousand years,
and now she holds a tin cup to her
lips,
gulps icy water as she watches the
moon rise
over oak and pine. There in the
shadows, her mother,
a pale woman slipping between
trees.
Tonight her fingers tingle, she
slips out of bed.
Her window is wide open. Someone is
singing
an old song about a bird with a
human face
and her love, a guilty man
who wanders the sea.
She is writing the scene, how cold
water bit
into her lips, how her mother’s
shade hovered
awhile with the owls, how the song
seized her gut,
twisted her inside out as she
struggled through the final verse.
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