The Duchess rather enjoyed these dinners.
Not quite of the rank that had to
make much of the prizewinning artist or scholar,
she sat beside their rivals and shared,
across the gulf of class, a bond of envy.
This year her tablemate, a physicist,
appeared to be in the process
of being consumed from the shoulders in
by his tailcoat, from the front by his white tie;
only his massive glasses shielded him.
“What have you done?” she asked. –
“I posited a new element.
Were it confirmed (but of course it can’t be),
I’d be up on the dais with the King.” –
“And were it confirmed, what would it do?” –
“It would do what’s hoped from every great advance:
eliminate superstition and mendacity.”
The Duchess was under no illusion
that through those lenses he was staring at
her bosom instead of the diamonds on it,
whose weight in carats and whose provenance
he correctly, unasked, proclaimed.
She almost clapped. “Do you know,” he smiled,
“that diamonds are secretly unhappy?
They once were plants – great scaly trees
like giant pineapples. Then came a period
of intolerable pressure, when
they had to bid farewell to their brother coal.” –
“You’re implying, however,” said the Duchess,
“their sorrow is only for themselves,
not altruistic.” “That’s so,” said the scientist. –
“In which case I can bear them lying where they are.”
His ceremonial outfit –
the tie like a shortened noose –
pinches the Mayor (fat has begun
to return, here and there, to the world).
His path and that of his Captains
(one, hard-bitten, a woman,
to recognize the truth that women are equal)
stains them because it crosses mudflats,
which are sacred after rain.
Our tea ceremony bears no
resemblance to the original, but we don’t know that.
We have a dark-leafed weed
(poison in higher concentrations), a sweetish
thistle, fire, and we know
the importance of boiling water –
it is the basis of civilization!
Before the door of the sacred shed
stands our lone sacred unimpressive Tree,
its almost transparent leaves
clapping weakly as
the dignitaries enter.
Inevitably the distant noise of sea.
The monotheisms have left us
the Sermon, more exotic faiths
the Smile, and the old world as a whole
the loose shirt the priest wears –
its vivid strange design called “flowery” –
with an indecipherable fragment
hung from his neck (it’s supposed to capture souls).
He smiles and speaks. “It’s poignant – sad –
to recall that in one point five billion
years the sun will have grown so hot
the oceans will steam and
the world be wholly what it mostly is.
Three billion years after that,
The Andromeda Galaxy
will begin to merge with ours – imagine
the night, my friends, an enormous wheel
of stars intersecting our
familiar clouded line; it would mean
a joyous contemplative life to him
who stood and watched! But at the same moment –
oh how grievous and strange,
my friends – the sun
will swell and eat the waterless airless
cinder we have become. So that even
if one were there to see he couldn’t – ” The priest
collapses at this point, and the Mayor and
his Captains, weeping, wrap
their arms around him with
the compassion authorities have for each other.
(They will bear knives in their hands should religion change.)
They are spread out along a road.
Crops failed
a third time, half the old
and two-thirds of the young
died; the rest
walked west. There was a truck
some kilometers back;
ethnoreligiously different
former herders set upon it
and them. To the south, possible
minerals, interested
Chinese, and so the Americans
finance the faction that financed
the raiders. Now on some faces
(though not that of the woman
with the obviously dead
child), unusual awareness
of heat, and the look
of those who must contemplate,
without particular qualification,
last things. Soon the herdsmen
will return to harvest –
rape, burn, perhaps eat –
those who remain. Whose look
questions Wittgenstein, who said that
“Death is not an event in life”;
thirst and these experiences
are.
Perfect the gaze that momentarily
or rudely, rheumily, prolongedly
(over the drink that burns your tongue
or liver and which, in any case,
you can barely taste) sears
the young (i.e., those heedlessly,
unjustly in possession
of youth), or which would sear them if
they noticed, as of course they don’t,
which doesn’t matter, for the gaze
exists and is perfected for
its own sake, like what lies behind it,
or art, or (for conservatives) law.
It’s hard to tell if they’re carrying,
wheeling, guiding, pushing or
attending him, from their clump
of serious offroad vehicles towards
the meadow. Hard to see
expressions at this distance, or even
where they leave off and he begins,
except as a vortex, a passive area.
Perhaps, beneath the successful
self-advertisement of the meadow –
bird-song, bird-shadows, the seeming
consciousness of the framing woods –
he’s just afraid
of snakes, gnats, or the famous bite
that drains one’s years before it ends them.
Becoming briefly visible among
the ambiguous others (is it they
who want to tread the long grasses,
before they tug them out for ore or oil?),
he looks the sort who would rule,
over coffee, the sort of room
where history plots and people hide from it.
A long, considering unstare.
A flash of helplessness or tolerance.
Imagination manifesting with
exhaustion, to the effect that we
are circuitized survivors imagining
bodies, hallucinating
nature against an unexciting
backdrop of endtimes.
The moment before he breaks, a fox
runs from the forest, calculating
that the humans are too far away
to seize, if they’re interested, her prey
or her. The sky, which throughout
has hidden possibilities
of hurt, shifts, dapples then dulls
the woods and grasses. You can hope the mouse
or whatever escapes
the fox. That the central man
escapes – if it is an escape –
his keepers. That the trees
are real, that his arms, themselves
like insubstantial branches, find
a new way to embrace them.
Frederick Pollack - Author of two book-length narrative poems, The Adventure (Story Line Press, 1986; reissued April 2022 by Red Hen Press) and Happiness (Story Line Press, 1998), and three collections, A Poverty of Words (Prolific Press, 2015), Landscape with Mutant (Smokestack Books, UK, 2018), and The Beautiful Losses (Better Than Starbucks Books, 2023).
In print, Pollack’s work has appeared in Hudson Review, Poetry Salzburg Review, Manhattan Review, Skidrow Penthouse, Main Street Rag, Miramar, Chicago Quarterly Review, The Fish Anthology (Ireland), Poetry Quarterly Review, Magma (UK), Neon (UK), Orbis (UK), Armarolla, December, and elsewhere.
Online, his poems have appeared in Big Bridge, Diagram, BlazeVox, Mudlark, Occupoetry, Faircloth Review, Triggerfish, Big Pond Rumours (Canada), Misfit, OffCourse, Lothlorien Poetry Journal (2022, 2023) and elsewhere.
Website: www.frederickpollack.com.
A wonderful journey at a rudimentary morning feast.
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