Reading the lectionary, listening to Beethoven
grow in grace
We live in D minor, yes
melancholy woman/
liness Schubert called it
the spleen and humours brood,
the heartbreak key. If ghosts
could
speak… We live poignantly,
you and I, love adjectives
from long ago that still
sting—from long ago, the books
we read, the symphony
we want played when our life ends.
We live in D minor,
yes
yes
Nineveh, that great city
When
asked to preach on the Sunday
of shock
and awe I read Jonah
from Now
the word of the Lord came
unto
Jonah to And
should I
not
spare Nineveh…and also
much
cattle and
sat down, trusting
the
congregation to under/
stand
that Nineveh and Baghdad
are
the same city, tears in my
eyes. I could as well have played them
Beethoven’s
Ninth Symphony in
D
Minor,
yes. You get my drift,
yes
a troubled spirit
Who
does not have a troubled spirit these
days? Who does not hear the poignant
sorrow
of
Beethoven (a breeze stirring dry leaves)?
Who does not know grief? Ay, in
the very
temple
of Delight/Veil'd Melancholy
has
her sovran shrine. A father grieves his
son. In the garden—look—on that barren
branch—a
leaf. Wisdom speaks D minor, then.
Remember—the
peony shares colour
with
the stars. Suddenly a Rothko paint/
ing
speaks.
an evil generation
Don't go with the flow.
Be the flow! Rumi beseeches
us, here in this evil
generation. Allow the
energy stars
have, little children have, Beethoven
in his Ninth Symphony—has,
allow that energy to return
to your knees, your elbows
the back of your neck.
Dance, you fool, the peony
in an early morning breeze
reminds
me. Listen—pages turn,
it
is the beloved reader. Early morning,
he
sits still—midrash of the sun.
--for Guru Chahal
John Copley Alter currently lives in Shanghai.
He began writing poetry in India as a seventh grader—an indelible memory, back
when the Indo-China War was young. Now, he transposes Tang Dynasty poems;
tutors; proselytizes for Walt Whitman.
Over the years—India, university, Conscientious Objection, Sweden, Maine, marriage, three children (all grown now, one with a child): Mauritania, Senegal, up and down the eastern seaboard. Teacher. Administrator. Writer: poetry primarily, drama.
So it goes, life being what it is.
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