Some Systems
Couldn’t you taste the alien fog
that hung so thick where you
grew them like weeds in a vase?
I wonder if you even felt it fall
when it swallowed you whole
and poisoned the desert soil.
With white-knuckled hands
you pruned them down to a size
more appropriate for trampling.
Some buddings are best forgotten.
Some of us are just born rotten.
When All of God’s Singers Get Home
(For Great-Grandmother
Hayes after the forenamed hymn by Luther G. Presley)
A grain of sand underneath my fingernail
throb
bobbing
to the surface of awareness as the clothed body
of my great-grandmother whistling a warm,
familiar hymn and dead-man floating in the pool
of a neighbour, child, or friend. She loved to swim.
No toddler, no tome, no amount of polyester
would be enough to sink her. Could any anchor
choke her tune or would it be carried on upward
a note at a time by the bubbles of her longeval breath?
It stops.
Sleeping,
slipping,
wafted ‘neath heaven’s fair dome? A child dives,
a wave, Grandmother’s head bumps the tile—
sets the old tune loose to again engrave
the melody and set the beat by which the Richter
of collective memory will be read by generations
of swimmers bobbing in her wake. Layers
upon layers of that song of delight—
of the minerals required to turn a grain of sand
into a pearl
almost early
enough to overcome sin. Hallelujah, amen.
Rûaħ
Summer hail in the afternoon—
mythic moons at night—
flies on fire
with the violent colours of nature.
Mother Earth is a neon-laden
nymphaea with hot,
thick roots.
O, to be a water sign—a soaking
cushion for her pin—
a living, breathing, actuating vessel
for nothing but perpetuating
the existence of a very old,
breath-taking hat.
Easy bake pilgrims yield to the wheel
of hand-me-down, mid-size sedans.
They hit like communion—they pray
like chimneys as the sun pulls up
sheets and fingers turn keys.
With smoke signs drifting silly secrets
out of cracked windows to you, me
and no one, the gilded youth trek
a neon path past steeples of every flavour
and meth-museums willing: Live Better.
Is this the promised land: this century
old urine stain on the dank floor
of the world’s locker room?
Is this the year of jubilee: this bong rot age,
marked by a deafening shortage of white noise?
O, lit pilgrims leave these laments
for the noisy bastards who should have died young.
Remember that they too used to chill
and enjoy the drive
once up a very distant time.
But they were surprised when they touched the face of God to
find that he needed a shave.
They wept like animals when they kissed his mouth and his taste
was sour smoke and Stone I.P.A..
Water Trash
On approach,
southbound, you
move toward a skyline,
more alien and soulless the closer you get.
You blink.
A refinery.
It calls
to mind the
underside of a junker, writ metropolis,
whose complexity sprawls through an overgrown, windswept
Corpus Christi, Texas—
where all signs point to
open water.
Big-ass beers
from Stripes; a handoff
with the Bluff Rats. Once you hit
ocean, Big Oil is back. Over bridges and through the islands to
Padre:
scatter plot rigs,
monstrous in precision,
ugliness and intention.
You imagine
their function.
You think of alchemy. The ocean is the titan’s titan
—brutal,
beautiful, pure—
but the sight of these structures, lit up and torching like
obscene
Christmas trees,
might make you believe
more in Man than God.
On Padre Island,
go to the beach
where you may plough down the National Seashore.
Drive for an hour to find your clean, isolated spot. You are
alone.
The clouds
have become H-bomb plumes
of Arcadian popcorn.
The water
is a shimmering
sheet of coke bottle glass that morphs
over raking waves like gems shattering. In the distance: more
rigs—
little junkyard dogs on the mist—
guard your gulf and own
these waters.
But on a long enough timeline
there can only be
Ocean.
T.K.
Edmond is a writer, musician, and graduate student in English at the University
of Texas at Arlington. As a fifth generation Texan and a preacher's
son/grandson/nephew/cousin, he writes about beauty and cruelty colliding in odd
corners of Texas--where the size and conception of 'nowhere' is beyond
reckoning. He is interested in dream logic, dramaturgy, and the opposite of the
middle. T.K. has poems in Novus Arts & Literature, Eastern Iowa Review, and
Broad River Review.
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