tether
traffic, and the truck in front of me
tows a car so loosely that I am
afraid, at any moment it will come
unhitched at speed and driverless.
I slow. The fathom of the sky is dervished
full of gold and crimson, rust, a mosaic made
by changing leaves. Each one allows the wind
to kite and glide and scatter. I take the turn,
then drive along the quiet of a two lane road, edged
with hummocked grasses, coreopsis, cone flowers
almost at their season’s end. The house stands out:
parked cars overflow the margins of the street.
Inside, I’m greeted quietly, shown to where
they’re sitting, side by side. She’s in a plain white
summer dress, her hair drawn back. He’s in pajamas,
brown plaid blanket lined with rust and gold
tucked close around his legs. At intervals,
they quiver. These two have asked me to renew
their wedding vows. They don’t have much time
left. Measured words apportion air between them
like prayer flags strung on silence. Afterwards,
she lifts his hand and holds it to her cheek. Her breath
hitches. Quietly, I offer thanks, retrace my steps, drive home.
Two weeks pass, and then the message comes: he is gone.
I think of tethers come undone, cone flowers, coreopsis,
that soft plaid blanket folded neatly on the sofa. I see again the
spinning leaves, their sheen and brightness as they leave
the branch behind, then drift away on currents of the air.
Cart re:turn
There’s the fancy sneakered man who parks
at Trader Joe’s and does not adequately push
his empty shopping cart back into its return,
but instead abandons it, haphazardly diagonal,
estranged from all its fellows, listing awkwardly.
I’ve seen it all before but now I’m pressed for time
and peeved, so snark is in ascendancy. I transform
to grand inquisitor, ascribing to him every petty sin:
he clearly does not shut his cabinets or dishwasher, click
the door latch fast or tuck his t-shirts into drawers to keep
them flat. In fact, he left them catching on the wooden rim,
oblivious to his own dresser’s lack of closure. He can’t be
bothered into bringing his own bags, recycling his plastics
or composting-in fact, he drives a gas guzzler. Yet look:
he hurries back to where he’s parked his SUV, opening
his wasteful one-time bag to offer an old women
waiting, patient in the car, the topmost
chocolate peanut butter cup.
Mirror | Mirror |
Obsessed cheekbone addict, eyebrow queen assesses mirror, | Mirror assesses queen: eyebrow addict, cheekbone obsessed, |
snow falling into polished syllables, glass in her reflecting: | reflecting her in glass syllables, polished into falling snow. |
fair synonyms skin, sculpted pale. Read, this makes sense. | Sense makes this read pale, sculpted skin synonyms fair; |
Words slant, lines scripted. Is she right? Is she just? Is she? | She is just. She is right. She is scripted lines- slant words, |
Reflection, the story retold. Storm of eye, her need spinning | spinning need: her eye of storm. Retold story, the reflection |
stab through midnight. Desire, that delving need. We | we need, delving that desire. Midnight through stab |
read blood-riven words, the worthy woodsman ordered | ordered, woodsman worthy, the words riven blood. Read |
to sacrifice a boar, thrust in dripping inkwell heart. | heart inkwell, dripping in thrust. Boar a sacrifice to |
Walk long past betrayal, past courage. Decipher, tangle | tangle, decipher courage past betrayal, past long walk. |
pulse of forest, a maze into vanished path, threshold | Threshold: path vanished into maze, a forest of pulse. |
as fair as face that only knows uncanny shadow, moon. | Moon shadow, uncanny, knows only that face as fair as |
Incantation: unseen. Change can paper into scripted spells, | spells scripted into paper can change unseen incantation. |
the dropped swallowed-apple sleep. Twisted, enter | Enter twisted sleep, swallowed apple dropped, the |
Coda. Mirror blurring, retelling story: familiar | familiar story retelling, blurring mirror. Coda |
Can we call this ally Ally? :)
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