Wednesday, 5 February 2025

Five Poems by M. Benjamin Thorne

 






Mayfly 

 

Once I was a tiny pearl 

on a rock adorned by many, 

in a watery chest— 

until I broke free, unfurled 

my many legs and scuttled 

towards one mouthful 

of algae after another, 

days and months passing 

like the shadow of a fish 

searching for a nymph. 

 

I don’t know what compelled me 

to crawl up this plant stalk 

and feel unfiltered sunlight bath 

my carapace like warmest water, 

or how I knew to let go, my claws 

unhooked from their green mooring, 

new sails splayed out and catching air, 

then beating—frantically beating— 

lifting me up into the swarming mass 

of life, surrounded by thousands 

flying in a torrent of instinct, 

unable to call with unworkable mouths 

but still we hear each other, the vibrations 

of wings forming currents, the grasp of limbs 

around my torso, the connection, pulse— 

 

and then the cloud of mayflies collapses 

like a heavy sigh, I feel myself spent 

and leaving my last messages 

to spread among the reeds and rocks, 

the fresh new world already gone cold. 

 

 

Which Bird? 

 

If I were a bird, which would I be? 

Looking upwards my eyes mark 

the swirling forms of skylark— 

See how hundreds pirouette and dive 

in constellated pageantry, 

instead of many, a single thing alive, 

like a Pollock painted upon the sky. 

Moving effortlessly in unison, 

thriving together they feed and fly, 

proving the boon of a goal made common— 

 

but I do not think it is for me. 

 

Now is that a hawk I hark, 

turning in its murderous arc? 

His shadow-sigil death portends— 

down it swoops in flight so fell! 

I can feel the rapid air as it descends; 

the rabbit’s sluggish fear I smell. 

Whether it’s fate it apprehends  

my intended prey shall never tell— 

 

….no, this must not be for me. 

 

Camouflaged against tree bark 

the owl is emperor of the dark. 

None can hear him on the wing, 

he moves through night like songbirds sing, 

and as his muffled hoots can show, 

he wisely questions everything, 

even himself, and all there is to know. 

Yes…upon this midnight branch I’ll rest. 

It is the roost that serves me best. 

 

 

An Ode to the Toad 

 

A salutary ode to the solitary toad, 

who humbly makes the log his abode. 

From his floating perch he can scan and search 

for a tasty meal. With a croak and a lurch  

his tongue launches out, and before it can pout 

a mayfly meets its amphibian doom. No shout 

or protest from the rest of the swamp; 

for all know the cruel law is to chomp 

or be chomped. In the end, that is life: 

a series of snacks punctuated by strife 

(if you’re a bug; I don’t mean to insult 

if your evolution bore a different result). 

As for our friend, he resumes his dignified pose,  

and whatever the current, wherever the log goes 

there he was, as he is, and always shall be, 

for the toad remains the center of all he can see. 

 

 

Lithe on the Lathe of Desire 

 

Lithe on the lathe of desire 

is born a twisted, moving form 

of two coarse bodies wrought; 

brought separate, now joined on a plane, 

fashioned from frisson, shaped by heat, 

with no purpose to acquire, no prior conceit, 

and no end but the ending wanted or sought. 

Turning under pressure, more closely compact,  

pressed together each fills what the other one lacked. 

 

 

First Light 

 

Dark chords severed, the room expands 

beyond sleep’s dim borders, 

fills out the corners of my eyes. 

Turning, I roll into you 

still collapsed in dream, 

every breath running your body’s line, 

limning its contours in the light of motion. 

Dawn streams through blinds, flows over sheets 

and smooths skin out from the shadows. 

Too early for a modern speech  

touched with unwanted meaning, 

murmurs convey all the languor  

stretching in young bodies, 

contentedly nudging the sun away  

for one minute between days, 

where nothing exists but softness.




M. Benjamin Thorne is an Associate Professor of Modern European History at Wingate University. Possessed of a lifelong love of history and poetry, he is interested in exploring the synergy between the two. His poems appear or are forthcoming in Rogue Agent, Feral, Gyroscope Review, Molecule, Red Eft Review, and Thimble Lit Mag. He lives and sometimes sleeps in Charlotte, NC.

 

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