The Stag
Strangest thing, just before the
switchback an
enormous white blur shot across the trail
&
crashed into a thicket of wild mountain
laurel
fifty feet down the side of the mountain.
Thrashing
among the limbs & brambles like some
ghost
locomotive, I thought it must be a dog,
like a
St. Bernard. Moving closer it was a ghost
deer,
albino fur rain-slicked with a black,
burgundy
red streaming over its side. A twelve
pointed stag &
as I took in the bizarre scene I saw the
life-light
flicker & go out of one earth-brown
staring eye as it
snorted a final time.
In its side, an arrow, struck deep to the
heart. I
walked carefully closer, looking back, all
around
for the hunter. Nothing. A grave-shrouded
calm in
the forest, the jade hemlocks dripped rain
on its
body offering final absolution.
I bent & pulled the arrow from its
frame, expecting a
death lance of machined metal, honed steel
razor tip.
Instead, the arrow was made of
level-straight sourwood,
crow feathers wound with thin leather
strips about the
split end to make it fly true. And the
arrow tip. A microlithic
flaked flint that when I ran my thumb
across its
edge it sliced like a surgeon’s scalpel
& berry-red
droplets dripped from my thumb onto its
side.
How could this be? Then, I heard the
shaman’s
drums, whether in my own head or pounding
through the forest did not matter. I was
one
of them, a Neolithic clothed in furs
musing
over the painted deer on the cave walls of
Chauvet,
pierced by spears in real life through the
weaving of
sympathetic magic.
This was the savage call to life, to
death, to mate
with the Venus of Willendorf on deep furs
&
engender strong sons &
daughters—demigods for
the tribe, the hunt on frozen plains for
the mastodon, the
tusk-curved woolly mammoth, the great
godlike cave bear.
A journey to the underworld & live
with the extinct, the
quickened dead & left the modern world
behind, the
machined illusion.
Thus it is that I scalped the stag, placed
the bloodied hide
like a crown upon my head, the horns
pointing upward, 12
tips matching the 12 zodiac animal spirits
heaven perched,
then bowed & said prayers for the
animal essence, the deer’s
soul, sliced open the steel chest, reached
into that wild
cavity & took the still warm heart,
held it toward the
naples yellow west where the sun had
dipped below the
ridge & knew my purpose.
I ate. Blood like a wine-dark sea, flesh
kin to a cross. This
world dropped away like that setting sun.
I was the Sorcerer of Trois-Frères.
Rhythmic drums sounded through the forest
as though the
stag’s heart had again taken up beat.
The procession came in line, two-a-breast,
three on either
side carrying a travois. On it, two bodies
side by side,
surely a Prince & Princess. Hair long
& smooth & dark as
charcoal. They wore copper breastplates,
necklaces of bits
of mammoth bone, bear teeth, drilled
obsidian & jade & onyx.
The female clothed in a long white dress
of worked hide, the
male in shirt & pants the colour of
fall grass.
They all nodded to me. I took up my place
at the head &
led the funeral procession for the royal
past the switchback,
into the deep forest toward the sunken
sun.
We marched in silence save for the
throbbing drums
measuring out the heartbeats of life,
walked as two
versions of the same earth come together
as shadow
& flesh, bone & bitumen pitch in
the red torch light,
numinous bonded psychopomps with the dead,
for the
dead, of the dead.
All the Dead Spaces
The rain always comes
when someone passes,
swirling through the dark cedars, raking
leaves
away, zephyr harbinger, banshee plucked
from the stars.
Rain cold, wet,
lifeless grey, casket perched
above that hole in space, no honour
for the corpse, no timé, kudos, empty thoughts
for perished Greeks.
She was a whore,
elements of her trade
forged in a star’s dying nucleus.
Filling this lonely hole the way that
she took on men to fill her desolate
thoughts.
She was family. Kin of
trees, clouds, moon,
mother’s daughter, brother’s sister, sins
remitted by holiday table.
She was a girl, brown
legs kissed by summer’s
spell, smile the smell of sunflowers
crinkled
at the edge of a field.
She was an egg pierced
in love’s dark realm
by hunting sperm the way a star throws
off magnetic arms.
She was nothing.
Dust to dust—irony in
that return since her life
sprang from the gaseous dust of a dying
star, supernova as ultimate ejaculate into
the dark womb of space to gestate for
12 million years or
more before the planet
seeds took shape and ringed the sun like
a belly’s navel.
Came eventually the
human race,
ugly bags of mostly water, people
wet inside everywhere like a Vancouver
winter.
Reduced now to
component
elements tossed out by
the dying
star: 4-6 pounds of iron, gold, calcium,
potassium, carbon and a few other trace
elements.
Stars to stars, gases
to gases,
gazing in at the hole to be filled,
I know why we gaze at the heavens.
We are looking for ourselves.
Communion of the Dead
The world is November white
this morning.
On top of Jellico Mountain
driving a F-150
like a steel arrow, no
other cars on the interstate.
It is as though the land
birthed this daybreak,
wrung from the womb as in
the beginning;
mountains to either side
jut upward like the
back plates of buried
stegosaurus, the air ice
blue, trees black, bitter
naked skeletons.
A Peary arctic world,
unreal, as though some
mad god severed the veil
between the actual,
spit out a sour conjuration
calling forth all
the ghosts of the earth to
cry for relief.
The ear can almost hear
them stirring, there
in the ground, brittle
bones a telegraph to
the few that receive the
thin message tapped
out in the Morse code of
the dead.
All these voices crying out
from cemetery world.
Tongues before the white
man, drumbeats from
buried rock, bones lying
with fossils, cymbals
measuring the beat of
stilled hearts, flutes played
by vanished lungs—dripping
water a metronome
keeping time with smoke
signals puffed up like
fogs breathed into bottles.
They would phone
the living, for only in
memory is vitality injected
into the lost. Here the
loam womb pretends for a time
that gestation is
imminent—only for the moment
before rubber treads mark
out the tracks.
Words of the Dead
Can you hear the stirrings of the dead?
Listen, they rustle in tombs and graves,
moan and complain from cave and
forest, field and shallow pit.
No matter if the shade has recently
passed or is the tongue of a Sumerian
King, they would invade the land of
the living. They would know the
knotted guts, the caress, recall forgotten
kiss, the flame of the flesh.
The recent departed flit among the pages
of Google, engaged in spirit search,
attempt to cross the veil through Skype,
only to dissolve among grey pixels,
voices lost in speaker static.
Not knowing time, others sang across
telegraph wires, random morse code
tappings.
Still others used chiselled stone, papyrus,
hieroglyphs, ornaments of gold, statues
with broken off noses, Christian exorcism
of demons. No matter, the words of the
dead
touch only in memory the living. As air
they
flit up and away, less than clouds
breathed
into a bottle.
Will You Raise the Dead
What do you mean?
As a tongue speaker
Will you talk to me?
Will you raise the dead?
eyes like the blackened
spit of a grasshopper,
do you truly know
or is it just diseases in your head?
Did a razor split your tongue?
Where it waggles in two languages.
Did you scuttle backwards
to magnify your own dung?
Will you be like Jesus?
Riding on an ass.
Spoil your own cathedral
mold the communion bread?
Say Lazarus talk to me
find only perished ears
know that your resurrection
on vacant bells was rung.
Are your empty spaces
a product of malfunctioning muses?
Sung to Antenora who never drank from Lethe
nor saw the golden isle symphonious.
Did you manufacture a closing zeitgeist
before the cock crowed three times at dawn?
A cacophony of excuses,
Can you raise the dead?
Dr Ralph Monday is Professor of English at Roane State Community
College in Harriman, TN., and has published hundreds of poems in over 100
journals. Books: All American Girl and Other Poems, 2014. Empty
Houses and American Renditions 2015. A Kindle chapbook Narcissus the
Sorcerer, 2015. Bergman’s Island & Other Poems, 2021. The
Book of Appalachia, 2023. Humanities textbook, 2018. Vol. 2 expected in
2023.
Ralph was inducted into the Lincoln Memorial University Literary Hall of Fame last October, 2022. He also won the Mountain Heritage Literary Festival poetry award in 2023.
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