Late Afternoon in Early November
for Phil Miller
I
guess
this
lone
sweat bee is
going
to be my
only drinking companion, here,
on
this exceptionally warm late afternoon in
late November, with most of
the leaves on
the ground, already, spastic squirrels
ripping
and
tearing around like they’d found a bag of meth out
in the woods behind the
cooker’s
compound, down the road,
and
all the
humming-
birds
gone
for
the
season,
as well, it
seems.
So, as I said,
it’s just me and my new friend, here,
toasting
to each other’s good health
between drinks of
wine,
thinking to ourselves in our own
ways –
November!? What the hell happened to October?
Some Sort of Grand Unifying Metaphor /
Analogy / Allegory
/ Etc.
Just a single moth
circling the back porch light to-
night (who knows where all
her friends are?), this sad,
solitary little satellite doing its
manic orbit round
and round what must be
her moon-goddess of pale blue /
white light shining out
into this mid-to-
late-October night, where, it
seems, that fewer and
fewer of her kind
gather here this late into
the year for this weird
insect ritual,
which, I suppose, could be used,
here, as some sort of
grand unifying
metaphor / analogy /
allegory / etc.
for our own frantic,
batshit, rat-wheel existence
that never really
slows down, much, either,
no matter what the weather’s
like, or time of year.
Big Plans
These black railroad tracks,
after the snow has melted,
sprawling in every
direction, where a
hobo lays his head on a
rail and listens for
any life that might
be in there, to tell him of
the next arrival.
And his partner, the
skinny scarecrow with the sleight
hitch in his giddy-
up, has acquired, some-
how, a fresh goose-berry pie
that was cooling on
a window sill, some-
where, and he’s got plans for the
next town, pal, big plans.
Exurbs of The Great American Dream
A
blood
red sun
has risen
this morning from a
steaming
mountain of fallen leaves,
out in the back yard,
and a sharp breath of November
wind is
slipping in through a window, left
cracked open through the
night, where-in I went to
bed a
standard-issue privileged white male, but
woke up a butterfly in
the inner eye
of a
hurricane, only to wake again (for
real, this time, I’m
sure), staring up at the network
of cracks in
the ceiling, feeling, for
some reason, like a
gas-bloated body rising to
the placid,
glass-like surface of
a pond on a posh
country club
golf course,
some-
where
in
the
exurbs
of the Great
American
Dream.
Keep Moving
you but I’ve found that the best
way to navigate
one’s path through some of
this life’s hairier, or may-
be just slightly more
precarious (if
not full-on, batshit scary)
scenarios is
to learn, firstly, how
to control your mouth, meaning,
equally, your tongue
and your breathing, slow
your heart rate and wipe your mind
down to a clean, calm,
Zen-like slate, keep an
eye-ball on the constant look-
out for the nearest
exit sign and just
keep moving, keep moving, keep
moving… for one would
not want to wake or
even just faintly stir the
shallow, upper-most
layers of the dreams
of the fabled giant old
dragon they say lies
snoozing beneath the
mountain of gold upon which
even the smallest
and most unlikely
characters such as ourselves,
occasionally,
by wild circumstance,
are forced to tread, but still must
never, ever dare
to dare give even
the tiniest single thought
or drop of sweat to.
Jason
Ryberg is the author of eighteen
books of poetry, six screenplays, a few short stories, a box full of folders, notebooks
and scraps of paper that could one day be (loosely) construed as a novel, and,
a couple of angry letters to various magazine and newspaper editors. He is
currently an artist-in-residence at both The Prospero Institute of
Disquieted P/o/e/t/i/c/s and the Osage Arts Community, and is an
editor and designer at Spartan Books. His latest collection of
poems is Fence Post Blues (River Dog Press, 2023). He
lives part-time in Kansas City, MO with a rooster named Little Red and a
Billy-goat named Giuseppe and part-time somewhere in the Ozarks, near the Gasconade
River, where there are also many strange and wonderful woodland
critters.
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