There is a
Road
South of Firenze
on the autostrada to Roma
there’s a turn to
the east,
towards the soft
hills of old Toscana
and her distant
mountains.
The road rides
through the treetops.
The vales drop
below us.
opening south to
Siena.
On the road from
everywhere to everywhere,
as the poet Fabio
says.
I have always
travelled in my dreams.
And the dreams
where I can see and hear everything.
The road that
goes always homeward wherever I am.
I found it again
on the autostrada.
My eyes open up
as they always do.
As when I drive
towards Banff or Waterton,
or the North
Island to Cathedral Grove.
In the Orkneys,
on the ferry to Hoy
or the road along
Loch Lomond,
I’m flying again
like in my dreams.
I’ve been this
way before,
But never before
this way.
And there’s an
osteria
in a land where
coffee is a small communion
And food a sacred
offering. You are home, it says.
Travelling, to
this place.
The maps tell
you,
there’s a distant
vale, where there’s a river.
Follow the
strada bianca, the white road,
Alice our oste
says,
to a castello in
the olive groves.
My room in a
hilltop tower under a tiled roof
opens onto the
vineyards.
At the end of the
strada bianca
where my soul
waits for me.
A place I’ve
never been but always known.
Riffs
As the trains
grumble
and their
passengers scramble,
the sax man’s
hunched on a folding stool
in the Metro’s
great marbled hall.
Hepcat in a
pushed-back poor boy’s cap,
Busker’s badge
pinned on his jacket.
The rippled brown
forehead,
white bristle on
his chin,
blue eyes alert
under grey eyebrows.
His open case
reveals a few small coins,
as rushing riders
ignore him.
Arthritic fingers
cup his golden sax,
he no longer stands
to play.
Always damp in the
underground.
His head bowed
mostly
But he rises
sometimes,
sways and scuffs to
Brubeck,
and drops a velvet
“Take Five”
that I heard once
at George’s Spaghetti House on Dundas
where I blew my
first good paycheque
on bad rye and good
jazz.
Moe Kaufman and Ed Bickert,
the old players and
jazz joints gone.
A prairie boy, I
couldn’t believe my big city luck.
This man is the
last of his era,
and I’m still too
shy to ask his name.
Thirty years since
he played large,
streaming smoky
riffs of Parker and Coltrane.
Insomniacs and
dreamers, all of us,
floating in his
cool blue bubbles of hot jazz
that lit the black
silk sky,
where I courted my
young love,
and spun a dance or
two under the lamps,
all the
possibilities of street and belief.
As he bopped his
sanguine notes
electric at the
corner of joy and poetry.
And our tight
circle around him,
broke and in love
at Bay and Bloor.
What else would we
be.
Outside all the
tony stores we’d never afford,
applauded and
slipped him our meagre coins.
Now it all comes to
this, settling what I owe.
I slip him a fin,
then stop.
Empty my wallet
into his hungry case.
And something
approaching
a smile appears,
but he’s wary still
as I fold my twenty
dollar prayers.
And lay them softly
in his hands, offerings.
While there’s still
time
before the last
train’s past,
to reconcile my
young debts,
for the lines,
riffs.
And loves I lived
for.
Dark Water
- anti-pastoral in the key of dystopia
Once a
dangerous toxic landscape, Lynnview Ridge site to reopen as public park this
fall, Calgary Herald, April 30, 2018.
Standing on
the hill where once I roamed
above the
river and the beaver dam we fished.
In Lynnwood
overlooking the Ogden flats:
tidy rows
of houses below.
Plumes of
tall elms line the streets.
Behind me
the school where I read Silent Spring.*
The year I
turned thirteen.
And learned
we’d been suckered.
Foreshadowing
what came:
a time when
no birds sang.
Behind me
now a steel fence
like those
around construction sites,
and the
sign: Keep Gate Locked at All Times.
The house
where my sister lived, bulldozed.
Fifty years
since I took the long road out
and I’m
back.
The wide
albino prairie gone,
the
sloughs, cat tails too.
C.P.R’s
Ogden Shops, Anthes Pipe,
and the
C.I.L . Closed.
Gone with
all the good jobs.
And the
tank farms above the Esso refinery,
four blocks
from my school,
flat topped
caplets and Aspirin white
with their
spiral ladders, pills for the sickness.
Once we
loved you, Gasoline.
We couldn’t
get enough of you.
Your
fracking towers’ diamond lights,
all night
flare offs hissing your names:
Esso,
Husky, White Rose, and Turbo.
All your
aliases, your alibis, we swooned.
Our lips on
the tailpipes of dawn.
We inhaled
gallons of you,
sang your
sweet ditties.
Never
imagined you’d leave us, Valvoline.
The
accelerator’s kick
unleashed a
tiger in every tank.
Cars never
too big, their narcotic fumes,
buxom
chrome bumpers and soaring rocket ship fins.
Your
appetite unsated like our lust.
You plied
us with cheap cigarettes, towels,
dinnerware,
at your roadside attractions
- whatever
it took, to woo us.
That was
the plan all along.
How could
we have known:
the
white tanks on the hill
had no
bottoms to seal them..
Grassy
berms couldn’t contain you.
Bleeding
carbon black water
from the
deep Devonian Sea.
Ten
kilometres straight down.
We trusted
you even when the pipes ripped.
Seepage
under the prairie’s glacial grout.
And a
slippery sludge oozed across the hard pan.
We didn’t
believe the trout we caught
when their
belly tumours whispered
we’re
ruined, in their dying gasps,
when they
reeked of it, when it dripped
from the
sandstone crags above the Bow River.
Liars, we
scoffed. Who believes fishes?
All the
silent springs. After all,
we loved
you too, Vaseline,
you salved
our wounds , smoothed our hair.
I stand
now, where once I stood,
On the
poison ground, a spruce’s
blue
feather pointing skyward.
Over there,
elms weeping beside razed foundations,
- whole
streets and the houses where we lived.
Where are
they now, the gardeners,
the
Franklin gulls that hovered?
Thirty-one
million in lawsuits to reclaim the prairie.
Named
without irony. Refinery Park.
Ogden is a
metaphor.
For all the
small towns, the little people.
What’s left
when it’s gone.
Once we
loved you, Gasoline.
On hot
summer nights, those who still live here say
you can
smell that damned ghost refinery.
And dark
water rising.
* Silent Spring by Rachel Carson, released in 1962, started the global grassroots environmental movement and a monumental shift in consciousness. Carson warns unless there is a change, there will come a spring when no birds sing.
Bruce
Hunter was born in Calgary, Alberta, Canada, and grew up in Ogden. His poems,
stories and essays have appeared in over 80 publications in Canada, China,
India, Italy, the U.K and the US. His newest book of poetry Galestro was
published in spring 2023 by iQdB edizioni in Italy to wide critical acclaim. He
wrote "Dark Water" during his time as Calgary Public Library’s Author
in Residence in 2017 after a trip to his old neighbourhood with renowned
literary historian Shaun Hunter (no relation).
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