Lost
At The Fair
Let
go of my Father’s hand
to
watch the ice cream clown
and
was lost, just like that,
on
the crowded midway,
where
the strangers were
as
tall as giraffes.
Beautiful,
like
fireworks
you
could walk around in the midway.
Double
Ferris Wheel
Folding
in on itself,
Twirling
in yellow and purple neon.
Candy
apples
Red
like the cherry pop neon.
The
giant cow in
her
own trailer.
Standing
in front
the
Burlesque show
where
spotlights on poles
lit
up LaVerne, the goddess dancer,
in a
purple robe. Smiling,
Inviting
people in, when she
Sees
me standing alone.
Her
man comes over.
“Are
you alone here, Kid?”
“My
Dad is here. I lost him.”
He
looks up at the stage.
She
points to a folding chair
next
to a girl in braids
taking
tickets.
LaVerne
comes down
from
spotlit stage,
“Are
you lost, Sugar.”
“I
lost my Dad.”
“Well,
you sit right here” she said
“
and watch for your Daddy. What’s your name?”
“John.”
“Paul,
step over and get John some popcorn,
I’ve
got to do my show.”
I
was still
eating
popcorn and talking
to
LaVerne’s ticket taking daughter
who
shared her Coke
with
me
when
my Dad
came
up.
He
wasn’t mad.
I
can’t remember
anything
else.
My Autumn Girlfriend
No
indication
what
old age is like
when
you’re young and
beautiful,
and all that.
Talking
all night about sex and
philosophy
was invigorating,
but
now it’s fun
to
exchange about
Catastrophic
illness,
pain,
children and grandchildren,
and
tough love of doctors,
bad
breaks and good luck,
like
two old offensive linemen
who
didn’t get a trophy,
But
know how grand
it
was on the line, in the weather,
colliding
with what came at you.
Debby,
or Linda
(I
keep forgetting her name-she laughs)
looks
at me and sees
the
long ago lad
you
could take a chance on,
But
now she doesn’t have
To
gamble.
And
now, it’s enough
to
have it all nice,
just
enough, like a cup of tea
when
it’s raining,
and
you can stay awhile.
Quarterback
Sneak
God
is watching.
The
rain fell straight down. Helmets shiny in the lights; charcoal sky.
Injury.
Coach
points at me
and
I go in on Defense- Right tackle-
I
wish I was there now.
Quarterback
watching
me with crow eyes,
was
gonna try me,
reading
a weak spot.
Down,
set
And
he carried it,
like
I figured,
right
into my little zone. And I wrapped him up,
light
as a chicken,
and
took him over backward to the rainy mud.
Thanks.
God,
thanks.
Hammock
Rowed
across the
the
smooth glass
arm
of the lake
With
the fireflies
And
the fish jumping.
The
party was a tonic,
whiskey
and laughter,
and
I slept on a hammock
of
the back porch.
High
summer
Green
dripping off the trees
Awakened
in the morn
by
raucous crows in the
green
crown.
“Good
Morning”, she said
from
the upper deck next door.
“ I
was watching you snore.”
Why
was she smiling?
Did
I talk in my sleep?
“Why
don’t you come up
And
have some coffee,” she said.
John Harold Olson - Is a retired Special Education teacher in Las Vegas. Transitioning to being a hospice volunteer.
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