light comes down
thickly
like spiders on thread
upon buildings and
liffey-
side docks; burning all
over
the floating and motion
with colours
and various blues.
and they're tearing
down all
of the dockland-side
warehouses
to make room, so apartments
can spread out their
legs. alright,
I suppose – people must
live somewhere –
but there's no style to
any of them,
no style at
all.
like getting rid of the
mutt
and buying a dealer-
bred puppy. in 50 years
time then these things
may look natural. until
then,
thought, they're ugly
and rough out of place.
went for some second-
hand furniture. Chrysty’s
been working now
full-time from home –
needs a desk that will fit
her much-too-big computer
and keyboard. pens and some
pads and some objects.
got a table instead.
pulled out from somebody’s
kitchen. it'll do, and it fit
in the van. and a barstool,
quite cheap, which we don’t
yet have plans for. eventually
we’ll put a plant on it – a fern.
it looks quite good,
stood where it is
by the sofa. the lamp
throws a shadow
of patterns. reading
I feel like a tiger.
the fire flares finally
and we lay out our sausages.
slices of bacon, impatient
cheap hamburgers – and you’re
supposed to wait hungry
for the charcoal to
whiten,
but we cannot do
that
since we're all hungry
now. and the red flame
burns anyway;
black-brown
with some white bits,
the mixed-up meat tones
of a patchy furred
mongrel,
sending smells next
door
to heaven. I let you
flip them
while I sit five
minutes,
then take the plate
and pass it around
with buns
and onions and ketchup.
we chew,
drinking and feeling
the sun,
feeling freedom,
hoping the strength
of the flavour we taste
is because the meat is
good quality
and not because it’s too
undercooked.
eating lasagne, core cold
and old tupperware,
microwaved in our stripped
leitrim cottage. and tea:
sharing room temperature
milk for the tea – on a sofa
jammed slantways,
half moved through
the kitchen. our knees
broken tables, our plugged-
out refrigerator
laid on its side,
waiting for the man
from the dump.
we crouch
in the ribs
of this opened
breast of building. pick
like birds at carrion,
broken on a side
of road.
on the corner
of the sofa, eating
toast
with real butter.
tearing off edges
and throwing them down
for the dog. she
goes crazy –
I suppose I would too
if I had to. the
flavour of butter
a depth in the
crispness
of crust. her eyes springing
wider – dancing like mice
around catclaws. my
back
on the sofa melting
warmth
from black leather.
like being in a pool
and surrounded by
water.
or warm butter. life, I
thought,
such life. so much
of making things warm
or warm enough to enjoy
them.
hills in italy, the sun
and grapes growing.
DS Maolalai - Diarmuid ó Maolalaí has been described by one editor as "a cosmopolitan poet" and another as "prolific, bordering on incontinent". His work has nominated eleven times for Best of the Net, eight for the Pushcart Prize and once for the Forward Prize, and has been released in three collections; "Love is Breaking Plates in the Garden" (Encircle Press, 2016), "Sad Havoc Among the Birds" (Turas Press, 2019) and “Noble Rot” (Turas Press, 2022)
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