The
Dying Gaul
Maybe
my body’s all right
but
my soul is all wrong.
Of
course, my ailments
don’t
rise to the level of
Job’s
constant anguish,
but
I do have gout, arthritis,
high
blood pressure,
some
stomach trouble,
and
the occasional cold.
It’s
all on account, I feel,
of
getting old. Some of
my
contemporaries thrive
while
others are well-
below
ground accompanied
by
hungry worms.
And,
considering,
my
body isn’t all that bad.
So
I turn to my soul
to
track the cause of my diminishment.
And,
indeed, it is spotted as a Dalmatian.
I
have fallen into a place that contains
only
me. Indigenous this indigenous that,
Russia’s
devil, Ukraine’s showman,
pro-choice,
pro-life.
I
know when I’m licked.
All
I’m certain of is that
The
Dying Gaul looks
a
lot like Larry Byrd.
So,
I’m left with a conscience
that
beggars description.
And
to think I didn’t know
all
those years that I
caused
grief to the
hearts
of others. I didn’t
know,
or care. It has been
sixty-five
years since
my
last confession.
Alec Solomita is a writer and artist working
in the Boston (USA) area. His fiction has appeared in the Southwest Review, The Mississippi Review, Southword Journal, and Peacock, among
other publications. He was shortlisted by the Bridport Prize and Southword
Journal. His poetry has appeared in Poetica, Lothlorien
Poetry Journal, Litbreak, Driftwood Press, Anti-Heroin Chic, The Galway Review,
The Lake, and elsewhere, including several anthologies. His photographs and
drawings can be found in Convivium, Fatal Flaw, Young
Ravens Review, Tell-Tale Inklings, and other publications. He
took the cover photo and designed the cover of his poetry chapbook, “Do Not
Forsake Me,” which was published in 2017. His full-length poetry book “Hard To
Be a Hero,” came out last spring.
Wow. This poem is stunning. Unforgettable. Thank you.
ReplyDeleteThe last line really pulls the whole poem together!
ReplyDeleteThe author regrets his misspelling of Larry Bird's name. Apologies to Mr. Bird and family.
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