How
Am I Here?
question asked by Attie Lee
Prick & spark, amino acids in primordial
ooze,
trilobites, fish, land-crawlers, dinosaurs,
death & death & death. The early apes
do it,
did, & died. Skip to Mesopotamia or the
Middle Ages.
Some slaughtered; others fled. Somewhere along
the way,
ancestors of your ancestors packed up to move,
worked hard, purchased curtains.
You’re the recent recipient of a chain letter,
tasked with passing the curse to someone else.
Or is it a blessing? Who can see on a sun-
blinding beach? Isn’t everyone meek & a
monster?
Survival of the fattest. I’ve got mine; get yours.
Don’t want to open the closet door,
find behind it a mouse
glue-trapped & petrified,
gray-brown coat its shroud.
Prefer not to check the crawlspace
where water could be pouring
from a copper pipe, all life a leak
waiting to empty us of hope.
Should I search the garage for rock salt
in a niche where spider eggs
have frozen on their webs?
I’ll have to pass. I’m serious.
I want no part of the nearby woods
where mounds of leaves shield
broken glass, all manner of wildlife
that could be underfoot.
As for the greater world?
Nice place to visit, but I wouldn’t
spit on it if it caught fire. I’d rather
cup the flames & take them home.
My Fortunes Have Changed, or Have They?
Yesterday I
thought about a novel
I’ll never write
on the subject of prison.
A murder mystery,
perhaps:
the six-pack of
Pepsi did it
in the cell using
shivs of sugar.
Or a sci-fi epic:
five years after I
made it out
inmates would have
iPads,
the sudden advance
in technology
a new way to be
ripped off by the state.
Of course, the
book would be literary,
say things like man-stink
gave one the
sulfur sense
of entering
through Pluto’s Gate—
that we got
used to it,
were we truly
damned?
Ideas come. I
laugh or nod,
then refuse to
lift a pen, begin.
Not a novel I want
to write,
it’s a hymn in
praise
of nothing by no
one,
a lone sweet line
of music
to replace the
noise
I hear when I think back.
She Dreamt We Were Hanging Out with David Bowie
Not dead, still
dapper—
later
incarnation
in slick, stylish
suit,
wielding the wisdom of charm.
We took him to a
restaurant.
She showed her
tattoos,
argued
with the maître d’
that no one should
make
Ziggy Stardust wait.
It sounded like
fun—
a dream
best had in sunlight
on a spring
afternoon,
napping
under an oak.
But it’s winter,
&
all
sleep is death sleep,
all visions
ghosts,
like
his,
setting the
fashion
ex
post facto,
a god in her
pantheon
of
silenced voices.
Former Whitesnake Guitarist Bernie Marsden Dead at 72
Couldn’t join the 27 Club,
reversed the numbers—funny
in that sad way one laughs
once a shadow has come &
passed. I never saw him play,
the entire Whitesnake lineup fired twice
prior to the show in ’88.
My favorite songs were blues-
rock tracks from years before,
Bernie on guitar, more soulful
than screeching. I still play
mp3 remasters to feel young,
depraved, a bit naïve.
Ace Boggess is author of eight books of poetry, most recently Tell Us How to Live (Fernwood Press, 2025), and the short-story collection Always One Mistake (Running Wild Press, 2026). His writing has appeared in Indiana Review, Michigan Quarterly Review, Hanging Loose, and other journals. An ex-con, he lives in Charleston, West Virginia, where he writes, watches Criterion films, and tries to stay out of trouble.


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