Thursday, 17 April 2025

Three Poems by Rustin Larson

 






NASTY

 

Standing in her naked room,

        he rubs a dryness over his towel.

There's the tunnel of truth.

        Some constant whirring overhead all night long.

 

He'll dress and get a sandwich and coffee.

        Doesn't feel like brilliant conversation.

Does it have to? It's a mistake with a name.

        Know it. Sleep in Toronto-- afraid to speak--

 

but what difference-- and shiver.

        A day turns its eye down red and then night

illuminates the burrito joint. Her poems make him wince.

        He can't stay in their longing without oxygen.

 

The rain on his car makes him certain

        the aim of the meadow is off. The chihuahua-yipping

when she came like the alpha-numerical disease he wanted made renewal possible.

        Tomorrow, he will place his hand on the susurrus of her thigh and drive.

 

Maybe a big pile of cash would be perfect.




CHINABERRY

 

Aren't our days complete letters mailed to us

from some orbiting mystery?

 

The leaves

lying like money on the ground.

 

The bare branches of the chinaberry

twist in divination.

 

You can't even see

the smallpox on the gift blanket.

 

My feet relaxed, a couple aspirin

in my gut fight for fame

over the bean burrito.

 

Squirrel likes to chew on the garage.

 

One of earth's prime points

of arrival, sometimes I feel if life keeps

flowing, I... I might just make it. But God,

there aren't any guarantees.

 

I looked at the catalog.

The bronze cowgirls and Indians

wanted a ecstatic ending to the day,

sweat and a port of azure.

What they call the triple lutz.

There is a certain kind of pressure

that brings eels, phobias of grocery stores.

 

We emphasize releasing the tight spots of the body.

The intuitive ballet.




WEEKENDS

 

The evening held a highway crowded by lanterns

heading back to the city. We could see

 

the Lincoln Memorial and knew we were home. Reagan

survived his wounds. I turned on the radio

 

and listened on my headphone, tried to discern

the signal whining from space. No real news.

 

I tuned in a basketball game. In retrospect

the coach was okay, caught up in Iowa racism

 

at the victim's end. The signal was stronger

in winter, which is when I listened, becoming sick

 

with some regularity and missing work, as I

remember. Some

 

weekends we'd see the carousel at Glen Echo,

or drive, trying to find a new home

 

in Western Maryland or Eastern West Virginia

at the confluence, a good word when you let

 

it flow over the tongue, or

the sun and its disk-shaped vehicles.








Rustin Larson's poetry appears in the anthology Wild Gods (New Rivers Press, 2021). Recent poems have appeared in London Grip, Poetry East, The Lake, Poetryspace, Pirene's Fountain, and Lothlorien Poetry Journal. His chapbook The Cottage on the Hill was published by Cyberwit.net in April of 2022.

 







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