Tuesday, 23 July 2024

Five Poems by T.F. Jennings (Tyler Fortier)




Infinite Blue 

 

I don’t understand any of it.

The moon, the ocean, this spinning rock. You name it. 

 

We sit overlooking the coastline high up on a knoll 

that was made seemingly just for us.

 

The sun hangs in its usual moorings

like an ornate figurehead spilling its soupy light 

 

into the water below. A spiral of spindrift 

clouds lay anchored around the orb

 

tossing in the breeze like buoys. 

All afternoon we ebbed and flowed

 

like the lungs of the tide —

expanding and contracting,

 

scored by the low roar of waves 

exploding on the shore.

 

Far off in the distance 

where the sky and ocean blur into one;

 

a soft sapphire flame paints the horizon line. 

It is easy to get lost in the infinite blue,

 

and the longer we stared the more difficult it was to see

how all this could be ours. The wind begins 

 

whipping westerly; its far-reaching tentacles

stinging our cheeks. Eventually we float —

 

unbridled as jellyfish

with our backs against the gale

 

and drift toward the trailhead; 

our hands carved together like the frame of a ship. 

 

 

Tilt-A-Whirl

 

I used to think of the sun as merely

rising and falling, something like

 

a teeter totter. The sun weighing down

one side, the moon the other. 

 

A single unseen pivot

somewhere near the midpoint,

 

maybe off the Turquoise Coast

or anchored deep in the briny Atlantic.

 

But maybe it’s really more like 

an enormous carnival light 

 

wired in the firmament;

an invisible pull chain tethered 

 

to this tilt-a-whirl 

that could spin off its axle 

 

at any second. Scattering light.

Burning lilac and gold, 

 

bending and whirling at 

1,000 miles an hour 

 

as we spin eastward, a flash mob of shadows 

shooting across the rust-stained horizon

 

like flitting starlings webbed in the gloaming,

our arms outstretched to the sky.

 

 

Carnival After Hours

 

The moon is a funhouse mirror

bending strangely shaped spindles 

of artificially buttered light.

 

One fiberglass horse left chasing its tail,

impaled by an ornamental spear

shooting up through its painted withers — 

 

compulsively; pouncing up, plunging down, 

in a perpetual state of fight or flight.                 

A wounded song waltzes 

 

through a blown-out speaker

and in the puddled yellow light

clowns begin removing their smiles.

 

 

Hangdog Moon

 

in a starless vault 

atop its throneless 

midnight velvet cushion. 

Concealed in the gray sagging robe

of its own shadow. Coercing 

the tide to dance 

a persistent 

and primitive waltz. Claiming 

the crown of the sun 

in spilt milk reflections.

 

 

The Muse, The Butcher

 

I gather my ideas

and place them 

tenderly at her feet

like a fresh kill.

Ink and bone.

Future and flesh.

She tears at the skin 

hollowing the bones;

a wild butcher 

cutting away the meat.

She works against the grain,

shortening the muscle fibres.

Slicing thinly and methodically

while the juices ooze

into a syrupy puddle.

Then sliding across 

the makeshift slaughterhouse,

she hands me a small slab

and absconds with the ravaged remains.

I clutch the viscid gift 

like a wounded hatchling 

and begin stitching

it into song.

 

T.F. Jennings is the pseudonym of producer, songwriter, media music composer, and poet, Tyler Fortier. Born and raised in the Pacific Northwest, Fortier spent years performing under his own name sharing the stage with Frazey Ford, Dave Barnes, David Dondero, Matt Pond PA, and more. He has produced recordings for the likes of Jeffrey Martin, Anna Tivel, and Beth Wood, and as a media music composer his music has been placed all over the world. His debut EP In the Teeth of the Night is due out April 30th, 2024. Fortier lives in Eugene, Oregon with his wife and two children.

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