Monday, 18 December 2023

Five Poems by A J Dalton

 





Loki’s Lament

I should rejoice

that my father sleeps

and my brother lies slain

for now all is mine.

Why don’t I raise a goblet

in solemn cheer

and caper pell-mell

from throne to trestle to flagstone?

I ought to sing in birdly delight

flap my arms

and jump in flight.

I must be brave

and face this grief

with knifing mettle

and deadly conceit.

I am the madcap jester

become the stern-crowned King–

my people and Asgard

look to me, as they should

for I am so very pretty. 




The Misery and Mirth of Mjölnir

The earth is his anvil

for tempering and breaking mortals

the singing battle of his hammer unforgiving

ringing and clanging

relentlessly

–his lightning gaze is inescapable

igniting his furnace

to quicken our substance,

unmake us or cast us anew

as he judges most fit for our mettle

–the storm of his ire lays waste to crops

and livelihoods

testing all through seasons

of need and plenty

blessing and mourning

–the thunder of his intent

shakes the very ground

bringing buildings down

and raising birds from trees,

sea-tides for new voyages

and the idle from their chairs

–forged from the heart of a dying star

only those of weighty worth

might wield the magical weapon

wondering heavily, like Thor

of household, horror and hearth.




Viking Winter

When the air

freezes inside

you

and you feel closer

to death than ever

before

–that’s the sign

warning and promise

that the storm is greater, child

yes, fiercer, sister

more coldly lethal, uncle

than your spitting hearth

and struggling heart.

The ice giants are come

old warrior with clouded eyes

whose blade fears to leave his pants

lest it brittly snap

like an icicle.

When the milk

curdles inside

you

mother, like fear

gnawing wolf-like at

your husband’s guts

–that’s the sign. 




Odin Wayfarer

Broad-brimmed and caped

the stranger visited our village

with squinting stories and brows

lowered to make us laugh.

He had cloth over an eye

and it twitched like a heart

that you can feel thumping

till it hurts and it isn’t funny.

My father pulled me away with a bow

and a coin for the wanderer

who knew too much and searched

for someone such as I.

Beneath his folds I caught

the gleaming eyes of wolves

–the greedy Geri and jealous Freki

and in his winged hair were ravens

–the thoughtful Huginn and memorising Muninn.

All watched on knowingly

their amused scrutiny undoing me

and then I knew the King

would one day ferry me away

upon eight-legged Sleipnir

across the sky and into Valhalla

where the feasting court awaited

their newly arrived poet-jester. 




A Girl’s Vision

Taloned spires

Scritch and scratch at the sky

Jostled and jammed in

by envious neighbours nightly

Competing for what they know not.

-

A child hates

it here and the heated air

A hot house of horrid humour

As moist and slurping as a swamp

And always hungry and angry.

-

She wants away

Of course she does

But how to reach above the spires

Even above the sky

Above above?

-

Or should she go under, hidden

huddled and unheard

Unhindered maybe

Yet there’s chitter chatter

Of skittering critters chewing down low.

-

Then, suddenly:

Sharp and clean,

A rising, singing

Staircase to the stars

At last, at last!

-

Dare she ascend

Why shouldn’t she?

The hush silences and shames her

Like shadows stalking stealthily

Stretching and reaching.

-

Scamper up, helter skelter

Before you change

your mind-fear and brain-hope

Hither thither zig and zither

run girl run-jump up and ump.

-

And there the Guardian

Gloweringly glamorous

A mirror of recrimination

For determination and self

actualisation.

-

The Door of Giants yields

like she’s done to pain

and tears, and cheers,

The threshold of existence

passed at last.


A J Dalton (www.ajdalton.eu) is a UK-based SFF writer. He has published the Empire of the Saviours trilogy with Gollancz Orion, and various collections with Kristell Ink and Luna Press. He also runs the online storytelling community HOME | CREW HQ on behalf of Middlesex University - all welcome! He lives with a monstrously oppressive cat named Cleopatra.


 


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